Unpredictable

I thought Katie had changed, with her self-centered, annoying ways...but no. She called me today "OMG Ash, I have NO idea what to do! The only time I can fit in community service is tommorrow and the place will probably be closed! Ah, I can't fit it in any other time! And no place is open ont the weekend! OMG I'm SO stressed!" I gave her some ideas. "But UGH, I don't want to do that!" So I was thinking 'screw it' and told her "I can't help you, figure it out for yourself," in a really bitchy tone. Ha I was proud of myself. And she uses me when she has nothing else to do and no one else to hang out with. I'm not going to stand this shit anymore. Maybe I'll ask her, "No one else could hang out with me...I called everyone I knew! So do you want to do something? Huh?"

My mom took me to the dermatalogist the other day for my "acne", a total of 5 pimples, two of which are under the skin. Yeah, wtf? She was all secretive and up tight-up about which annoyed the shit out of me. It's a fucking pimple. "But I'm really concered and it's important to me to get thist taken care of." Insert another WTF? here. The medicine they perscribed me was also used to treat anthrax. Haha who would of thought? I talked my mom out of making me take it, with a strong agruement of how I don't want to injust a potentially fatal medication for just a few pimples. It's also really degrading when she takes takes my 5 pimples so seriously. It's like saying "You're ugly. And I want to fix it." If she was laid-back and casual about it, I wouldn't give a crap.

I'm cranky and pissed. Happy fucking new Year.

Enough of my complaining. I'm going to go eat more brownies and get fat.