A good cry helps just about anything. All the crap that has been piling up, emotionally, phyically, mentally, etc., finally over flowed and I couldn't take it anymore. I broke down in tears and let it all out. I was (and still am) so fucking tired of everything, the people around me and the shit they carry around. I couldn't stand my dad's self-centeredness anymore, the fact that he thinks he is never wrong, and that the world and every other single freaking thing should be about him. I hate the way he is such a hypocrite and how he never views the other side of the arguement, which is totally valid. Agh! I just don't like how he thinks everything has to revolve around him and that if something in his work goes wrong is was "definitely not his fault and the other people were out to screw him." Then he complains about how late he has to work. The problem would be solved if he wouldn't spend the whole freaking day looking up internet porn!
And Friday next my mom was being so unreasonable. Sara and I wanted to go to this dance club since it was High School night and so many people were going. But she said I couldn't go because "she didn't know anything about this place and wants me to take some sort of self-defense if I went there." I was like screw that! That is the lamest excuse I've ever heard. Can't she just treat me my own age and not like some stupid and helpless 2 year old? I know how to carry my own weight and it is just a retarded dance club for God's sakes! She is way too over protective. I don't want to be chained to a fucking wall anymore. I need to get out of this place...I need freedom!
Sara and I ended up going to a movie Friday night and we had SO much fun. We were going to see the Xman movie but it was sold out so we saw Bullerproof Munk instead. It actually turned out to be a really good movie and Sean William Scott is very, very hot. :) Since we had a litle extra time before the movie we walked around the mall and found this huge window looking out into a busy parking lot. We started to model and show off our sexay little bods. It was so hilarous and we had such a blast. All these people were looking at us from outside too. We are so weird when we get together. That is why I like hanging out with Sara, she doesn't care what people think of her and we always end up having so much fun.
I screwed up blogger and it's only showing one entry (for me at least) and everything below it doesn't show up. I'll try to fix that one way or another.
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