Thursday, May 22, 2003

Today went from bad to worse. Although lunch wasn't too bad, the rest of my day was a rotten egg. It actually started last night when I started to get really pissed off from what happened earlier that day. Anthony and Dale couldn't stop making fun of how white I am. I know they were joking but it started to piss me off...like I don't know I'm white already! Then Anthony was like, "I love you!" Ha yeah, that didn't work. My dad even commented on how white I am. And I was thinking, "Thanks, like I haven't heard that 50 billion times already." So back to today. I woke up and my leg hurt; then I had a blister from the flip flops I wore the day before; I couldn't get the juice bottle open, so I went to reach for the milk but it wasn't there (it turned out my mom left it in the car like I suspected); I go to school only to see thee bug the crap put of me; I am in a bad mood the whole day and no one notices except one person who end up laughs at my minor problems; then 4th I couldn't take Katie's snootyness anymore. She was getting so mad at the fact that other people on her cheer team only care about theirselves and I'm like "Helloooo! You're one of them!" She just follows the crowd like a lost child. The anger kept building up inside of me and I ignored everyone and no one seemed to notice. Not even and "Are you OK?" Nothing. Boy I have real quality friends that like to reach a hand out to others that are really hurting. I know this doesn't seem like a lot but the way my mind is wired, it is. All this "drama" and the thoughts that race through my head clutter my mind like an over-flowing trash can, and doesn't make for a very emotionaly balanced Ashley. I'm going to be glad when school's out.

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