Senior pictures are next Friday. I have almost all of my outfits and make up situation planned out but hair is another thing. I shudder at the subject of my hair. I've been attempting to get a (slight) tan before the 13th rolls around but the weather has been horrible. Overcast. Rainy. Grey. Blech.

My aunt, two cousins and I went to the coast today. I tried shea butter for the first time. The beach was foggy yet surprisingly warm...for the Oregon Coast on a cloudy day. The fog was so dense that you could barely see the ocean from the sand. It was kind of a cool effect. Then some dumb fuck was body boarding. He was decked out in a full on body suit that had a HAT lmfao. We were joking that he probably had gloves and footies hehe. We went to the ice cream parlor afterwards (ahh the sweet aromas of ice cream) and the cutest guy was working there. When I saw him I felt this instant attraction. A Topher Grace clone except taller, darker and handsomer. We kept stealing long glances at eachother. It was like lust at first sight. Le sigh. I need some boy love.

Thanks to everyone who has commented on the last few entires! A hug and a half for you guys. :)

Attempt at audience interaction:
Name one thing you want to know about me.

I'm on our other computer (our rouder went out so my laptop doesn't have the net) an holy shit, this layout looks SO UGLY on here. The green is like baby poop green. It will be changed when everything is fixed.

Today I decided that after I graduate from college, I will live in a somewhat large, bustling city. Then as I get settled down, I will live on a farm surrounded by nothing but vast beautiful land. With peach orchards. Crops of green bean. Lots of bright flowers. It is so peaceful in the country. I always feel a calmness wash over my body when I am standing underneath the swaying trees.

Al Sharpton's speech at the Democratic Nation Convention was amazing. Very moving. He is a passionate speaker that says what is on his mind. I admire that, and I admire him. John Edwards did a good job too. Kerry was mediocre. I'm not a big fan of his at any rate. But for the sake of our country (and others) I hope that Bush does not get re-elected. I would vote for Kerry if I was at voting age just so Bush could get the hell off our country's podium.

Mr. President, in all due respect, Mr. President, read my lips: Our vote is not for sale...

I'll be 17 in four days, the 27th (send some love ba-bee). It has crossed my mind once or twice that I am not mature enough to be 17. Or at least I don't feel like it. Maybe I don't have to be mature at that age. Although I feel pressured to be. Big decisions coming up in the future that will most likely affect the next four years of my life after I graduate this June. Too many things to decide and I'm not mentally prepared to deal with it. Maybe it is because I don't want to grow up yet. No, actually I do (I'm fighting with myself haha. How incredibly sad). But I don't want to have to go through the picking and the choosing, and most of all the responsibility.

Next blog might not be until the begining of August. The 'rents are going to Vegas while I'm staying at the Gma's crib. Why am I talking like this?!?!

I have Jimmy Fallon's "Idiot Boyfriend" stuck in my head. "Hey baby you like fine cooking? Cause you know what? I got a swanson's dinner in the freezer with your name on it." Cause I know what you want, and I know what you need....

Interesting complex:
Driving while shirtless. On hot days many (young) men seem to drive around shirtless, most with tan and toned bodies (yay). So I started to think, one day should I drive around shirtless exposing my breasts. True, I may get jailed for public exposure/indecency. But I am in the confides of my own car. So how does the law work then? AND if I drive around the certain part of my town were going shirtless for men and women is legal, then that is okay, right?

I can't wait for The Bourne Supremacy! The Bourne Identity was good so I'm hoping this one will meet expectations. Did you know it was based on a book? I bought it the other day.....so I can add to my list of books. I'm such a summer reading whore.

Thanks to everyone who commented last time--Stephanie, April, Hannah, Mez (Happy early Bday to you too! :D).

Fuck this, bitch. I'm back like a whack on crack who's talkin smack. My name is going to be lil' A from now on. Kinda like lil Romeo except not. But that is beside the point. This site finally feels rejuvenated (if there are any problems, let me know). So fresh and so clean.

John Mayer and Maroon 5 was amazing. One of the best concerts I've ever been to. Review and pictures up soon. Oh yeah, MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 12 DAYS.

Question of the day:
What would you do for a Klondike Bar?

HIATUS.
This site is a big piece of shit right now. I'm tired and unhappy with it. I've never put Unpredictable on a hiatus (suddenly I feel a sad, sinking feeling), but this one is much needed. Hopefully when it returns it will be back to where I want it to be--its wounds mended and its lackluster qualities gone. Unpredictable will be a new woman, so to speak.

There is always my livejournal if you dare miss me. Be back soon.

Ahh DO DA DO. DO DA DO. I just saw my best friend from Washginton that I haven't seen in TWO years!! *does the Ryan hand gesture that you don't know* Her and her boyfriend, Devon, came down because he's doing a visit at the Art Institue of Portland. They are supposed to be moving down sometime around November. That means we can see eachother a lot more often! YAY! We went to the "Monkey Restaurant", mini-golfing (yeah I lost), then the mall really quick and came back here for a while until they had to leave. Stephanie never changes, she'll always be "limited" hahaha. Her boyfriend is really sweet too. He reminds me of Peter...a lot. Imisshim.

I can't wait until she moves down. THEN WE CAN ACT RETARDED ALL THE TIME. YAAAAAY. I've really missed her. There is no one else like her that I can relate to in so many "special" ways rofl.

John Mayer in 3 days, bitch. I don't know what I'm gonna wear. Go nekked, maybe? Yes.

EDIT // Her visit made me realize I need to put more fun into my life and be more care free. I need to do what the Spice Girls tell me and "spice up my life."

Watch out everyone, I will be getting a killer body this summer....or so that's how the plan goes. Pilates video for my Birthday plus some exercise, and I plan to be a new woman. *sings off key opera* La la la laaaaa! Toned muscles here I come. Thank god I don't have to struggle with the battle of the bulge.

I've been reading a lot lately. I finished a 300-some page book in three days. Ok so I don't have much of a life. Shut up already! Reading is relaxing plus I've been wanting to read books that are not required for school. It's a good way to escape. I could've turned to drugs instead. HA. Reading, My anti-drug. Erh yeah. Someone shoot me.

Has anyone seen the commercial for those finger tip tooth brushing mitts? "Rip, slip, brush, ahhh." Not only is the commercial annoying, but it is the stupidest product ever! Whenever I hear the "Rip, slip, brush, ahhh," it reminds me of the proces of putting on a condom and the action thereafter (minus the brushing of course....unless you are into that kind of thing. hahaha.)

The swelling around my mosquito bite is almost the diameter of a baseball :(. My hand looks funny, kind of like I gained weight in that one region of my hand. The other bites haven't swelled to this extent, but I think this one did because right after it bite me, I stratched and squeezed it. WHY!?!? Don't ask. Just never do it yourself.

Lately I've felt that I'm trapt inside of a cage with this blog. I'm not freely expressing my thoughts nor am I being myself. It is like I'm trying to be something that I'm not in comdination with holding myself back. This is not good because that is one reason why I created this site/blog.

Suppose I said
I am on my best behavior
And there are times
I lose my worried mind

Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?

Suppose I said
Colors change for no good reason
And words will go
From poetry to prose

Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?

9 more days until John Mayer in Ridgefield!
26 more days until my Birthday!

I never knew choosing a photographer for senior pictures would be so difficult. There are many good places, but dayum, they rip you off!

Oh yay, my father is home and the yelling and complaining continues. Someone get me the fuck out of here. We're going in a raft trip this Saturday, now he is saying he can't go or some shit like that because of work. I am NEVER going to let work run my life, ever, let alone ruin my life. I've made so many vows what not to be like in the future, I can barely even think of the ones that are positive.


My dream car. *tear* Look how beautiful and red it is.

Another random thing: Almost one more month until my 17th Birthday (July 27). Woot woot!

I will puke if I see another "low carb" add. This craze has gone INSANE. Insane to the point where it is making others insane!! Plus, carbs are good for you. Carbs=brain food. THE STUPID PEOPLE WHO ARE NOT EATING CARBS ARE ROBBING THEIR BODIES OF ENERGY. Stupid fucks. And if you want to loose weight, exercise god damnit. It's better for you body.


The Japandal. An exotic hipster, you are. People
like you because you are soft-spoken,
brilliant, and like to go to the beach.
Seriously, you're the sandal of the hipster
world. Soak up the rays, and enjoy this while
it lasts. Sandals are seasonal, little guy, and
you've got three months to live. Four if we get
an Indian summer, but I doubt it. (And don't
start "West Coasting" me. Hipsters go
by New York time, whether they're from
Birmingham, Boston or Botswana. Why? I wrote
this quiz, losah...)

Which Puma shoe are YOU?
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haha Japandal aahahaha. For some reason that makes me giggle. I'm looking for some new blogs to visit--comment if you have any ideas.

Quick blog before I leave for my Grandma's...

The other night I realized that at night, people can probably see my changing. My blinds are closed upward to block more light, while in turn giving an easier view to the people driving by a nice look into my bed room. I've driven by my house at night and left the light in my room, and the top of of it is clearly visible. haha Free peep show. I wonder how many people have actually seen me? I should start charging...

Listening to The Srokes while browsing through the amusing Urban Dictionary, provides many countless minutes (not quite close to hours) of fun.

New layout! It's very simple--something I am feeling at the moment. School is finally out. Yay.

I got a bright pink bucket hat yesterday and I really don't know why. It is the only hat that has ever looked good on me plus it is so damn cute. Then I made a new necklace, it looks expensive but it was only $24. Umm let see. There is nothing much left to say. Oh yeah, I'm still really pissed off that Hanson is not coming to the West Coast, let alone not even considering it. I've decided that when my membership expires this month (or next, I can't remember), I am not renewing it. There is no point in spending $40 when their god damn website, the people who run and and are affiliated with it are RETADED. And don't even get me started on the street team. *grumbles* PSSHA.

Jordan: Aw thank you! I love your layout, btw.

Ryan: Oh Ryan, you have no idea. *chuckles* When my partner in crime, Stephanie (who I haven't seen in years) and I get together, you might as well say there is a new hole in the ozone.

Edit // 'Your Mind' and 'Ask Me' was updated. You people need to submit stuff more often. I've had 'Ask Me' forever and it used to be FILLED but I deleted all of them when I moved my site a few domains back and it is still very bare.

2 more days left of school...hell...yes.

Katie and I went outside to enjoy the LIMTED sun. *grumbles* Sometimes I hate Oregon. WHEN WILL IT EVER STOP RAINING, WHEN GOD, WHEN? Ok anyway, onto my original thought. So here's what went down:
Katie: *sits up from bench* My butt feels wet.
Me: *sits up* Holy crap, do does mine. HAHA You have water on your butt!
Katie: Ahahaha so do you!

I attempted to walk to the bathrom to see the extent of the "accident" but walking with a backpack covering your ass does not work well. After concurring that we both looked like we pissed our pants, we layed out in the sun to dry our butts--all while periodically checking to see if the water spots were reducing in size. Many minutes and one hella sun dried butt later, my pants were finally dry.

I just let out the longest SBD ever. *bows down*

I will be outraged if the bill for a woman's draft is passed. Feminists are pressing for the approval of the bill. I'm all for Feminism as long as it does not put other women in danger--and a draft will do exactly that. Women have a MUCH greater chance of getting captured, raped, tortured, and sexually mutilated, etc. There is already enough god damn men in this country who can "fight". Women don't need to be involved in war, unless they volunteer on their will. Our mind sets are completely different than men and we handle situations much differently.

I can see this random scene playing out in my head:
-Grandma: "Oh sorry little Billy, your mom and dad both got killed in the war and I'm on my death bad now. So guess what? You get to live in a foster home! If the bill wouldn't have been passed your mommy would still be alive today."

IF it is passed, I'm moving to Canada. But I heard a rumor that Canada would close their borders. So in that case, I'm getting knocked up.

The SAT is on Saturday at 8 AM....wish me luck, guys! Thanks to all my commenters too (and for the extra boost of confidence and warm fuzzies in my stomach). :)

Today went from bad to worse. We had an assembly at another school in town to honor the senior and juniors in our IB classes. I had to sit with some twit that I didn't know on the bus. Then the assembly was so FUCKED up that I can't even explain it. They awarded Krista for 'Excellence in Literature' when she doesn't even do shit. She is never in class, never does any of her own work (her mom and friends do it for it) AND she copies off everything I do. (I should've gotten that award for hell's sakes). The teachers are even stupid enough to believe her lame ass excusses. This world is SO fucked up--a school awards people who don't even deserve recogniton. What the HELL?

Then I continued sitting there thinking about my school work and why the hell I didn't get an award. I work my ass off (And that is more that I can say for Krista), submit quality work, do good on tests, complete my homework, etc and it is ALL good quality. I just don't understand. This might seem self centered but god damnit, it would be nice to get recignized for my hard work at least ONCE in a blue moon. I can't keep running on empty.

On the bus ride home I had to sit with the bastard who gave Krista that god damn award (my lit teacher). Ugh. I wanted to kill someone. Or at least severly hurt them so they would be a vegetable for the rest of their life.

After dinner I couldn't take it anymore. I cried....and cired. It came to me that I am just not good enough for anyone, not even myself.

Then my dad just keeps yelling at my mom, constantly...the abuse never ends. He is such a dick. GOD. I can't stand him. I can't fucking live this way.

Oh, I got a cell phone that is actally mine. You might've noticed there has been a new layout up for a couple of days. There will be a new one up soon because I don't like this one.

Good day today (that I so desperately needed). At lunch this "band" played in the locker bay haha...Oregon rain, ya gotta love it. They didn't have the vocals but instrumentally they were good, and so freaking hilarous. The lead singer was in an old school outfit with really short shorts. The next period, people kept coming into the library asking us if we could roll out tounge for a science survey. Then me and Katie got this idea just to stick out our tounges at be like "Am I rolling it?" with a really constipated look on our faces. The next guy who asked me, I stuck out my tounge and was like, "Iii canddd't!" Gahaha. We could stop laughing at the guy gave me an evil look buwhahaha.

Then around 5 Katie came to pick me up and we went off to Borders to read magazines then put them back on the shelf lol. We are so cheap. So we ate at this resturant (bacon cheese burger, yuuum) and we barely had enough for a tip....$2 in quarters, nickles, and dimes baby! Went off to the movie theatre--bought tickets for "The Day After Tomorrow"--went to Target to kill some time--sat in the lawn chair that were displayed in the aisle and talked--made retarded faces at the hidden video camera on ceiling--laughed too much--then I farted once in the make up aisle.

When we walked back into the theatre, it was so packed b/c the show was sold out. We just happened to stop right beside a group of 3 guys in a 4 seat row to search for seats:
Mofos: Dude, that girl is hot. Yeah!
Me: There are no seats!
Mofo #1: Hey, there is an extra seat right here *all mofos look in my direction and mofo #3 motions to the seat*
Me: Hahaha ummm I don't think so.
Mofos: Awww, haha, alright.

They were cute but too preppy. Or else MAYBE, just MAYBE I would've thought about it. They were all looking at me and I was just like "Uuuh, right." Granted I was wearing a tight shirt and pants. Oops *innocently covers mouth*. The preview for "White Chicks" was showed and AHAHAHA, that looks effing hilarous. "The Day After Tomorrow" was shuch a good movie. There was no real plot but it was so thought-proking and just plain freaky. To think a catastrophe could actually happen and change the way we live is really haunting. Katie and I were so scared we were going to die after it hahaha. We're like "nooo, we are polluting! aaah" Somehow we got into the converstation that the West Coast is due for a major earthquake in the near future. And that is when we were like "Gaaah! It could happen right now....when we are going over this bridge!" Then into random people shooting us while driving down the almost deserted road to my house. Meeps. It made me realize how fragile life is and that sometimes the little thing just aren't important. The symbolism in this movie was great. Plus Jake Gyllenhaal is a BABE.

edit // 5.30.04 @ 10:24 am // New Layout!

Dale came to visit our school today, wtf? He goes to a different school...and should stay there. He just had to stare/talk to/touch me. Eww *shudders*. See last year, when he went here he would always touch me (not sexually haha) constantly talk to me, do/suggest weird things. Ugh. I can't explain it other than NASTINESS and creepyness.
Anthony: You have no butt.
Dale: Yeah, but she has hips! *in really excited tone*
(That is just one 'normal' example)

So anyway. Katie could hardly control her laughter when he came up to me today, then he just blabbed on and when he was suggested that he should leave me to do my French I aburptly said, "Ok bye" haha. I always brush him off, signaling to stay away from me but he can't get it though his little head. Actually his head is quite large compared to the rest of his body. Then I saw the other freak who would always talk to me in the library and what not and lean over and smell my hair earlier this year *cries*, working at McDonald's gahaha. The weird guys (in a bad way weird) always like me.

THEN I saw Peter. Yaaay. Heisthecutestthingever. I love the way he dresses and his goofy personality. How come I always like things that I can't get?

I'm the biggest procrastinator in the world...I haven't even checked my email ::hears incredibly loud and obnoxious gasps from audience:: To avoid doing all of the important things I've downloaded numerous new fonts and have successfully achieved having exactly 420 of them.

I can't believe only 12 some odd days life in my Junior year. It cannot be possible. Next year I'm actually going to have to THINK and make life altering decisions *goan*. Didn't I write about this in a previous entry? Ha.

There is this bookmark that says "dreams" stuck on my cork board message center right above my laptop. I can't stop looking at it.

The guestbook is quite lonely. Poor thing....how can it survive without any love?

Becca: Have fun your last few days! You deserve it *hug* I'm planning on making you a cool little graphic (well there goes the surprise haha).

I just realized how much this layout makes me want to puke. It's too blah. Expect a new one soon, maybe during the next couple of weeks when I will be procrastinating under all the pressure of my projects and finals.

I saw David today (my very own Ethan Embry look-alike) that I was obsessed about a couple months back. He's always had a little meat on the bones, but it has been toned and sexy. And now.....it is just not good. He has mini man boobs and the works :( How can all of that happen in just a few months? Plus his sideburns are cut all weird and *sigh* He's just not the same David anymore. The reason why I'm only focusing on his looks is because I've only talked to him a few times and have never known him personally, so therefore I can only comment about his appearance. Shallow, I know.

But it's okay, because now I have Petie...yay! He's so cute, tall and goofy/dorky, awe I luff it. His real name is Peter but Petie just makes me giggle. He was sitting weird this afternoon and his shorts were hiking up on his leg, revealing the not-so-tanned and REALLY white upper leg hehehe...just like mine (except my whole body is really white lmfao). A match made in heaven! We always look at eachother but I never say anything. I need to stop being so shy.

Oh yeah, I just checked out 15+ books at the library on the Oregon Trail. I feel like such a nerd haha.

New layout! The other one was getting boring. Although, I might change this one very soon because the only thing good about it is Tyler Hilton. *licks* His voice is different but his music is pretty general (Jason Mraz type of thing).

I want to see Troy. Correction, I need to see Troy. Orlando Bloom...Brad Pitt....gah! The only thing missing is Heath Ledger and a really random sexy guy haha. Shrek 2....that is also a must see. I FOUND THE SEXY GUY.

The NHS induction was last night. I like my outfit. It seemed like I was joining a cult though. They made us light these candles and say some sort of "excellent student pledge". Excellent student my ass. If I don't get my grades up I'll be kicked out of NHS. Ha, on second thought that doesn't sound too bad. I didn't even want to join it in the first place but it looks good on college apps., and I thought it might get me a little extra scholarship money.

Ok, I'm off! *wables away on cane*

I just caught most of the John Mayer and Brad Paisley Crossroads Special on CMT. Gah, it was amazing! I thought it was a weird match when I heard their names but as soon as I started listening it was perfect. I was literally melting away on "Daughters". Despite it being John Mayer's song, Brad did better. His voice was so silky on it. And I'm so jealous of their guitar skills. Damn. I want to learn how to play like them. I need to buy this special on DVD, find a bootleg or SOMETHING. God damn VCR, where are you when I need you?

I'm going to a "Scrapbooker's Night Out Tomorrow" haha. I think it's also National Scrapbookers Day tomorrow too. lmfao There is a day for everything now. National Have my Cake and Eat It Too Day, Secretary Day, Strawberry Fruit Snack Day, Hanson Day (yes sadly there really is a Hanson Day), National Pick A Flower Day, National Loud Fart Day, Talk Like A Pirate Day, etc. (Please note: Not all of these 'holidays' are official due to the fact that I pulled them out of my ass). I'm digressing. So anyway, it's gonna be cool because they have throngs of scrapbook sheot. Yay.

Crap, I need to study for the SAT. AHHHH. Then like 293848747 school projects. *runs around in circles going crazy* SO...MUCH...STRESS. AAAAAAAHHHH SOMEONE HAND ME MY INFLATABLE ZAC HANSON.

Wooah, Blogger got a new look at it's kinda freakin me out. I like it though.

I went to an OSU orientation today for "High Academic Achievers" (by invite only, how...special), not only did they have really good desserts (Why do I always talk about food?) but I'm really considering going there. I'd like a more in depth campus thour though. And there were some really cute boys there too, might I add. One guy resembled Chad Michael Murray. He was sitting all alone for 10 minutes and I was tempted to talk to him but I didn't want to be like, "Excuse me Mom while I move two rows a head to talk to this incredibly good looking guy." haha

So the US Military is/was abusing the Iraqi prisioners. Why doesn't that surprise me? *shakes head* I heard some guy on the radio the other day comment on how the media was making too big of a deal about it. Well it IS a big deal. When you abuse innocent people (since many of the captive are not guilty) it is not right. I don't care even if it was ONE guy who they are dragging by a dog leash and beating the shit out of him....it is STILL happening. God damn US and their supremecy. I hate our ego. Excuse me, their ego...I refuse to include myself in that. I should just move to Fiji or something. But first I'd have to get a mosquito net.

I broke the 'B' key on my keyboard the other day. :( There was a little piece of Cheez-It under it (here I go talking about food again....) so I attempted to "lift" the key up to reach the crum but managed to break it straight off. There is a way to lock it properly back in place but only the top part does it so the bottom flips up haha. Someone help! I know there is a way to fix it.

Thank you all of my commenters :D (And to Laurie for telling me how to spell Gianluca's name properly. I was trying to add a French twist with the Jean lol).

EDIT// Go read this guy's post about the war. It is just horrible. And the next Nazi Germany goes to...drum roll please!.......THE UNITED STATES *ding ding ding*.

Prom was fuuuuuuun. A little overview:

-Getting ready:
Went over to Sarah's did makeup, hair, etc. She was freaking out about her hair haha. And mine was retarded like usual. Next year I'm getting it done professionally. Her mom took tons of pictures...I can't wait to get them back!

-Dinner:
First off, we had our very own Lincoln Town Car (not ours pictured) and a personal shauffer hehe. It was so awesome! We went to this really awesome Italian restaurant where Sarah knows almost everyone who works there. We both had a ceaser salad (I've never had a salad with the leaf not chopped up...it was interesting...I liked it). The owner came over to chat with us...gah I love his Italian accent! Italians are so nice lmfao. Then we had 3 servings of dessert haha. Shut up, I know I'm a heffer. And hoooooly SHIT. It was so freaking good. I got chocolate cheesecake and two other yummy chocolate things.

While we were eating dessert the owner's son came out, Jeanluca, I think his name is. He started talking to Sarah asking how she was since they saw eachother last, etc. Then he reached over to shake my hand (omg his hands are huuuge, mine looked so teeny in it) and he knocked my water glass over, spilling it all over the table and floor hahaha. I was embarrassed for him. But he is cute...buff, tan, dark eyes and hair, mwuah I luff Italians! Hottness. He's kinda of weird though. Then he asked Sarah to his prom haha, you can totally tell he likes her. Later she told me how he is always following her around when she sees him. Scary. Okay...but I'm jealous god damnit.

-The Dance:
At first it was boring but then they started to play some better songs. "Dude Looks Like A Lady" by Aerosmith (dude this is my favorite song eva rofl), some AC/DC, that 80's song "we can dance if we want to", Cotten Eyes Joe, and the one "she thinks my tractor is sexy." The other songs sucked. All the boys looked so cute in their tuxes and what not hehe :) Especially Peter *sigh*. Seth looked good too. Everytime I looked over at him he looked sad/lonely, I should've talked to him. Stupid me....yet another chance down the drain.

The dance seemed really short, granted we left a little early since we only had the car til 12. I was just getting into it by the time we left. I had a lot of fun but I think if I had a little bit of guy action (dancing I mean...you perv!). I can't believe its over though. Something so monumental in my life went by too quick. But it was awesome :) And I want to see Jeanluca again, that big ball of Italian sexiness. And since he has big hands and feet...*giggle* Italian saaaaaausage. Someone smack me, I'm a dork.

Prom is tonight....I'm gonna have to figure out where to store my keelnex. The only thing that is coming to mind is putting them in the "boob" of my dress haha. But that is gross. Any clever ideas?

Katie and I went to Portland yesterday afternoon for a PSU visit. Didn't like the campus very much but the diversity of all the students was cool. I also got a pair of khakis and a purple shirt at Forever 21. I was about to get a black mini-skirt with a matching top. It was so freakin cute. But I couldn't figure out where I'd wear it. I also confirmed that stores don't make very many clothes to fit my body type--tall, slim, hour glass figure (big boobs and hips), small waist, skinny legs and no butt. It seems like they would...but noooo. Or maybe I'm just really picky.

Doodie.

Listening to oldies is so fun. :)

The stupid girl who sits next to me in Lit gave me a freakin cold. Arg. EVERYTIME she gets sicks she gives me her cold. *shakes fist*

Sarah and I just went shopping. Didn't get anything but I found a pair of jeans that I really want. We also came to the conclusion that we are the most easily amused and sidetracked people ever hahaha.

This week is going to be busy. Friday: Up to Portland for PSU visit (and a wee bit of shopping). Saturday: Prom. Sunday: Mother's Day. Then homework. Actually now that I write about it, it doesn't sound so busy afterall.


Becca: Didn't you find a dress online? You should go anyway...you've only got one Senior Prom. Just go have fun :) PS: I'm sorry about the concert. Did you get tickets yet?

Stephanie: Now you make me want to go put on my dress lmfao. Just let me know when you get your site back up (fo sho)!

Ryan: HAHAHA That is the best quote! And very true. Amazon is so stupid...it's amazing that you actaully got the CD lol.

Jenna: Man that would be scary to get lost in a Wal-Mart! Thankfully ours isn't that big or else I KNOW I'd get lost hehe.

Alex: Broken Angel and Lulla Belle are the worst songs by Hanson since Love Song and Surely As The Sun. LoL. ROFLMAO. That was freakin funny. *giggle* Surely As The Sun *giggle*. I was disappoiinted with Broken Angel. The vocals need to be more powerful and some instrumental parts too. I'm sure it would better if they recorded it today, not 2 freakin years ago. But I like Lulla Belle, simple yet cute.

New make up is fuuun. I went to Wal*Mart (you must have the star) today and got two eye liners and eye shadow and nail polish. Yay! Oh yes, then I got a necklace for prom. It's actually really nice. I'm really excited for prom just to dance like a fool hehe.

This afternoon Katie and I were at the mall and this guy walked by and after he was a few feet away was whispered "Dude, that guy had huge plugs." And the guy turned around was like like, "Yeah I know I have huge ear plugs!" LMFAO. I had no idea he heard me (granted I have the worst stage whisper ever) but it was so embarrassing. There was nothing good at the mall either. It seemed like all the stores had generally the same stuff. *sigh* What has this world come to when there is no good shopping (and all these really ugly skirts, I feel like I'm being attacked by them each time...get them away! Only certain people should be wearing them)?

Damnit. My nail keeps getting stuck in between the E and the R key. How strange. Maybe because its as long as a dagger hahaha. Rawr.

I signed up for the June 5th SAT the other day. Meeps. It's a scary thought to be taking that, knowing that it will be going ton my record forever...dun dun duuuun.

TGIF!

Random song lyrics from my iTunes playlist:

I'm bouncing off the walls again
I'm looking like a fool again

Sometimes, I wish that I was a bong hit
You'd let me in and you would love every minute
And tell the room the things I did to you...

Stephanie -- I'm gonna miss your site :(

hehe I almost typed blooger.com instead of blogger.com. Blooger is like a booger....with blood. It's a blooger! Ok ewww.

It was so effing hot today. 85 degrees plus....and I was wearing jeans and 3/4 sleeve shirt haha. I was so prepared. DAMNIT I was going to paint my toe nails tonight. If I type faster I will have time before I go to bed. *types at the speed of light then realizes 60 words per minute is no where close to the speed of light* Talking about this hot weather, I need new shorts. Almost all the ones I have are a 1/2 away from showing my ass, and that is really amazing considering I have no ass haha. Skinny buuuuuttt, skinny buuuttt.

So yes, I'm still dateless from prom. Any takers?!? We could have a nice, long, intense conversation about...er cheese fondue. (Is there an "e" at the end or not? I'm in French and I don't know...how sad.)

Once again, there is no point to this blog.

Test, test, test... (Omg I'm Taylor Hanson!!)

After 10 some spins of Underneath, it's finally making me groove and give me those chills that I normally get from Hanson. Still the album is lacking some content to the content (aka substance to the lyrics). It doesn't really emotionally move me as much as I expected it would, but I DID find it is good background music. I play while doing homework, blogging (like I am right now) and just hanging out in general. At first when I heard it I was like WTF is this stuff? It was blah and bland for me. There was some sort of confusion to it all. But after a good number of listens I've grown to like it. Not my favorite Hanson album ever, but I like it. (Longer review soon). A lot of people have suggested listening to it with headphones because it changes the whole sound of the record. I will do that tomorrow. They have yet to find themselves...

In the meantime. Go buy it beotch. And spread the word!! I don't care if you don't want to. Do it. Tell random people you don't know. Accost them in the street and be like, "Undie, undie, undie...UNDERNEATH by Hanson!" Erh yeah. Or you could take a more traditional approach...but who wants to do that?

Today we sang this song about The Great Depression in history..."Sooooooup, soooooup, they give me a bowl of sooooooup!" It was so random. Umm let see what else can I ramble about? Oh yes, I saw David today *lick*. Now that is a FINE piece of boy. He was staring at me (again). It kind of creeps me out, but then again it's nice hahaha. I just need to talk to him but both of us are too shy. Plus I think he has a girlfriend. But I will not talk about that fact.

A list of cool people: Ryan, Alex, Becca, STEPHANIE, Chau

EDIT// Oy vay, I was just dancing in my underwear to the Crazy Beautiful remix etra track thing. *shakes head* Help?

This is my new motto...

Smoke Hanson on 4/20
BUY UNDERNEATH

Hanson's new album Underneath is in U.S. stores everywhere tomorrow. Or, buy it online. Great music needs to be recognized.

And by the way, thank you Lillian, Ryan, Stephanie, Alex & Becca for commenting! You guys are BITCHIN'.

Well here I am at my new home! Thank you Becca :D There's also a new layout. This one puts me in the mood for summer...the other was too dark and sinister *throws head back and evily laughs*.

I got John Mayer tickets this morning, whee! Section 101 Row W. Maybe I'll run into Scotty again *drools*. Scotty the hottie with a naughty body, that is.

My mom and I went looking for a prom dress this afternoon and I actually found one. It is the most beautiful red ever! And it fits so good. I'm excited for from now! haha All that's missing is a date...a cute one preferably. Please send your pictures to hotreddresswearer.com. Thank you.

The other day I was thinking how weird this little site is. It's like a whole different world that no one knows about other than my online friends. Sometimes I get paranoid that people I know in real life will stumble onto here. *looks around and eyes everyone suspiciously*.

Oh yeah, I keep forgetting...I got a livejournal the other day (a_stormy_haze). So add me to your friends list if you'd like :)

I NEED TO FIND A BOY TO LIKE. That is all.

My family and I went to the coast this weekend and it was absolutely gorgeous. It was 80's in town and 70's on the beach. I've never been there when the weather was that nice. The ocean is really relaxing and peaceful.

My friend got it out of me that I kind of like Peter. So okay I do just a little bit. He is not the most attractive guy in the world but he has such a dorky and goofy personality that I love it. He's a cutie. But I don't imagine it ever turning into a serious crush.

Never-Forget is closing in July :( So Becca is going to host me! YAY!! *hugs her then sends her naked pics of Zac...erhh I mean, clothed Zac pics?!?* There was something else I was going to write about but it has slipped my mind.

AH I LOVE HANSON. New album--Underneath: 4/20. That is all.

\\Edit\\ I know what I was going to write about now! While at the beach I saw a sign that said "Gong's Chinese" but I misread it and thought it said "Going Chinese". hehe. Then this old couple of at least 75 hopped into their pimped out silver '03 Mustang and speed away. lmfao. It was the strangest thing I've ever seen. Quite an oxymoron.

Oooh a little late night blogging. How fun. I don't have much to talk about. Although life actually hans't been to bad lately. Relaxing and a tad enjoyable. I'm also getting a lot of scrapbooking done which is making me feel quite accomplished. Sad, I know.

The other day at school I got the most MASSIVE papercut ever. There is an envelope in the pouch next to my calculator and everyday when I get it out I think, "One day I'm going to get a papercut from that," well the day finally came. It was almost a half inch long and extremely deep. Amanda squeeded it to stop the bleeding and when I looked at it blood was dripping down my nail...ewww. I started to get light headed and really sweaty from seeing the blood. hehe Later that day my finger hit the car door and the cut open and squirted.

No school on Friday, whoop! I need to pay a visit to my dailies...long time, no see! And expect a new layout in the next couple of weeks.

Thank you to everyone who commented, I love you all *hug*. You guys make me feel all good and mushy inside :) Mez, Stephanie (x2), Alex, and Becca! *dances*

Staying up until 1 AM to finish a project is not fun. Especially when the teacher gives the class an extension they day it is due.

I'm trying to figure out of Katie is just a cold, hard bitch who is friends with me because it makes her feel better about herself since she thinks she's "above" me or if she is just friends with me so we can share homework OR if she is just friends with me because she doesn't have many others. I'm guessing if she had the choice to be with "better" people she wouldn't be friends with me. And it's not like I'm in any better of a situation because if I stop being friends with her then I most definitely won't have anything relatively close to a "good" friend, and I'll be even more alone and sad than I am right now.

It's like I'm her last resort. If no one else can do anything, then she calls me. And she tries to hide things from me. For instance today she said her and Christina are going to a fundraising pagent at another school and I asked why and she snapped, "Because we want to!" And I know why she wants to go--she wants to meet guys. And thanks for asking me too, Katie..because you know that I also want to meet boys. Why did she have to lie? I don't understand. Maybe she doesn't want me to go because I'm annoying her or she just doesn't flat out like me. Speaking of annoying, I've been annoying myself lately. I used to be happy with myself at the end of middle school, now I'm ending high school not being the person I want to be. But anyway. I just want to smack her and say WTF? so she can come clean with me. It's better to tell the truth than live a lie. I want to know where I stand with her and if I should continue to be her friend.

And it's really hard to deal with the face that there is no one in my (small) circle of friends that I can truly talk to about EVERYTHING, trust and respect them. There's no one I know that would go out of the way to make me feel better or ask me what's wrong, or even say "Ash, you rock," and really mean it. I have no one and it hurts. High School's a bitch and I will be glad to get out.

Blogger is refusing to publish this post.

And on top of that, my god damn toilet is plugged.

{Edit} I just found out John Mayer is coming on Saturday, July 10 - Ridgefield, WA - Amphitheatre at Clark County (same day and place where he went last year too). WHEEE! M5 is opening...Becca, we have to go!! Now my day is a whole lot better. YAYNESS.

I just got back from having lunch with my mom and a nice little Mexican eatery. We were walking to the car when I realized that she wasn't with me anymore, so I look back to find her digging in the trash--head and arms inside the can, and butt sticking out. In the midst of my confusion I asked, "WHAT are doing?". Everyone was staring at her with WTF looks haha. Then this lady goes, "Are you looking for your keys? They are right on the table." The table was two feed away from the trash can. *shakes head* I'm not going to say anything more.

This is my last day of spring break :( I don't want it to end. Eventhough I did NOTHING, it was still nice to relax and sit on my ass. And I think I only got one of my goals accomplished haha..figures.

Why do people watere their lawns in the heat of the day when half the water will evaporate before it even hits the roots?

[EDIT//] I updated Almost Dailies, First Celeb Crush, Your Mind, Ask Me, About Me, My Music, Quotes, Lyrics, Rambles

I spent $72 on two bras the other day. They are good bras that will last a while and they are so comfy...plus my boobies are worth it! Yeeeah. I got this one and this one.

I have to work on this stupid very involved Senior project this weekend. And I'm only a Junior...obviously my school is retarded.

Earlier today I was sitting at the computer typing when all the sudden I heard a "pop" and saw stuff shooting all over the place out of the corner of my eye. My orange juice exploded! I'm still trying to figure out HOW. Maybe it was the ice cracking that caused the explosion? Or it was laced with a pinch TNT (aaaaah!)? *scary music* Do do do do do do.

The other day I was reading Elle Girl (which I do not suggest to get because it took them 3+ months to send my my god damn subscription) and it said "EVERYONE. BRIGHT EYE SHADOW IS IN." And a few entires back I was telling you how I wore that damn cool purple shadow to school. So beware people of the world, you are now reading the blog of a trend-spotter...wearing the trends before they happen. Ooh YES.

Thank you to everyone whose commented on the last couple of entires :)

New layout (finally)! I think I went a little overboard on the brushes, but I don't care because I love the photograph so much.

I went to the Portland Art Museum in Friday with Art Club. The highlight was seeing Monet's Waterlilly painting. Monet is my painting idol haha. Going to the museum brought back memories from my Paris "excursion".

And holy fucking shit. Andrea, Peter, Amanda and I were sitting in the parkblockes next to the museum when all the sudden a clown drove by driving this hella scary car. He started staring at us with these evil eyes and yelling, "Don't let me down!" (I thought he was saying "Smack that bitch down!" but the previous makes more sense because when he was driving away he was like, "Extremo for mayor!") And he had this effed up stuffed animal green "monster" and monkey hanging out the side of his window. Then when he turned the corner he let out the most possesed laugh I have ever heard. I can't even explain it....it made all of us shit our pants. Go visit his website. *shudders*

Katie and I went to Wall-Mart and right as we walked by these two guys were like "Ooooo YEAH, now that is what I'm talking about! It doesn't get any better than that!!" Freaks.

*dances*
Should I stay or should I go now?
Should I stay or should I go now?
If I go there will be trouble
An' if I stay it will be double
So come on and let me know
*end dance sequence*

Had to get that dancing out of the way....while sitting in my chair. How does she do it, you ask? Just HOW does she do it?
INTERPERATIVE DANCE=FUN.

Oh boy, here goes my dad complaining once again. Just over a year and I'll be OUTTA here. I really don't know why I'm blogging right now. I have nothing interesting to say. But wait, do I ever? No. Maybe only once in a blue moon. Spring Break next week...sleeeeeeep. I have a full list of things to accomplish: Get the new layout up and update some contents; exercise for at least 15 minutes every night; scan some of my artwork to make a portfolio; paint; and that is all I can think of. But you know I am going going to get 1/2 of 1 thing done.

A guy trying to act retarded came to our door wanting to sell something tonight haha. It was so random.

Alex left this comment: You should update more... your life is fun to read about. :c) *giggle* I think I'm speechless (partly because I find a lot of my life a complete bore, so it is cool to know that at someone thinks it's fun). And just because you have made me extrememly happy, I will update more often for you! <33 I've been meaning to but school work has been a beotch.

The drying went off 20 minutes ago. Oops.

The past few days have been gorgeous--sunny, not a cloud in the sky, warm, but not too hot. On Wednesday Katie and I went to the park and swung. It brought back many old memories from my passion of swinging when I was younger. haha I felt like I was flyyyyyying!

Then today we went down town and while we were waiting in the steps, a 5 year old boy and his mom walked past and the little boy said, "Hiiii! You girls are so beautiful! Where do you live? What are your names?" He had on these huge sunglasses and was carrying a massive lolly pop. He was sooo adorable and his compliment made my day hehe :)

I added two new dailies!! A and S, woot! There was something else I was gonna say, but I forgot. Dur. Updates soon....maybe next blog.

Last night I cried myself to sleep. Every discontent and I have in my life poked it's head out of it's ulgy little shell and surfaced in my mind--from school, friends, home/parents, to my inner thoughts. I can't even express how I felt. I wanted scream and break like...a tv or something hah. I needed someone to hold me and tell me everything is going to be all right. It hit me that the only good things I have in my life that I love are Hanson (and all good things surrounding that) and my dog, and he's not even here anymore. He was my ultimate comfort and best friend. I will never get over his death :( Fuck. Now I'm crying.

Since I spent all night crying and didn't get to bed until 2, my eyes were so puffy this morning that it looked like I had spent the night on a bed of pollen. Everyone was like, "Woooah, you looked tired," haha it just made me laugh.

We wrote a paper in English for French class about France banning religious symbols in public schools, and my stupid ass teacher thought I plagarized it. "But it was so beautifully written, I just didn't know." I don't know whether to take that as a compliment or as an insult of her doubting my intelligence.

Today was nice and sunny, I liked it.

I've been so lazy lately. I need to get my ass up off the ground and work out so I don't feel like such a jiggly piece of jello. I know I'm not fat...I just feel so lazy and useless, like I am letting my body go. I'm not treating myself right. And the funny this is when I wanted a gym membership last summer, my parents wouldn't let me get one. Wtf? I don't understand their logic.


I had this purple eyeshadow with tiny silver sparkles fermenting away in my makeup bag (similar to the one at the let), so I decided to takae an angled brush and use it as an eyeliner. And I must say it looked fucking awesome. I am wearing my makeup like that to school more often. Basicially everyone at my school wears black eyeliner, the norm. Yesterday I wore this electric blue liner haha. I rock. Then my favorite is this dusty rose/light wine liner with shimmer. *nods* Why I am talking about this, I have no idea.

My lit teacher read my essay the other day during class. I wasn't paying attention so all I heard it "blah blah blah, I'm going to read some really exceptional essays, blah blah blah, this one is Ashley's, blah blah." I was thinking 'Wait, what? No, it's not mine!' But when he read the title I was like "*gasp* It is mine! Gaah!" Meeps it was so embarrassing because everyone was staring at me and I was laughing/covering my face and the girl next to me was like "Your as red as a tomato!" Which of course made me blush even more lol. But I thought it was cool that my essay was good enough to be read out loud. I was secretly dancing around inside my brain hehe.

Ooh and voting has started at the Fame Awards, so go vote for me!

Never-Forget.org is back! And while it was down Unpredictable celebrated it's 3rd Birthday *throws confetti*

I'm so glad you guys like my new car :) And rofl, I love what Cheryl wrote, "There for your convenience, why not multi-task, you can do a range of things at once. Buy the brand new, top of its range dungy buggy, you won't regret it. Only $999. Bargain, don't miss out!"

I got this retarded haircut the other day. I have choppy long bangs in front that frame my face...the idea was cool but it was not cut right so it looks horrible lol. I'm going back to get it fixed into a nice, soft feather.

I have a huge paper to write and I don't want to do it! *cries* Why do I procrastinate so much? Thank you all you wonderful commenters: Becca, Cheryl, Stephanie, Brittney & Aaron

DUUUDE. I got A FREAKIN CAR. Eeee Ohmigosh, it is such a dream come true! Looook:



Me: omg i'm so excited
Stepho: DUDE! WHEN I GO TO THE COUVE NEXT WEEKEND YOU CAN VISIT ME! PIMPED OUT PLAYAAAA. I BET IT HAS A BANGIN STEREO SYSTEM!
Me: the stero system is BEYOND pimp. the toilet seat even rattles and the water splashes around when i blast it. it EFFING rocks.
Stepho: HAHAH OMGOMGOMGOMG ASHO YOU JUST KILLED ME ROFL THAT WAS THE BEST

New content coming, lots of updates to existing contents and a new layout is all coming in the next couple of weeks. And thank you to all the people who commented :)

BYE. I'M OFF TO RIDE IN MY NEW CAR! (Btw, you HAVE to see the keyless entry system)

Home alone with nothing to do *sigh*. That reminds me of a song, "Sittin all alone in this place, even though we're here face to face. There is something gone but there's nothing missing..." Except that I'm not face to face with anyone...just me, myself and I...erh yeah. Fun times. PAAARTY.

We are geting lockers are school, woot. No more back breaking backpack!! YES. I was telling my mom they took them out before because of kids storing drugs in there and she goes, "They wouldn't do that now though, would they?" and I laughed and told her they would. Then we got to talking about people doing drugs at my school and aaahaha what she said next cracked me up, "Do they go out back....and..smoke grass?!?" Lmfao. Just the tone she used was hilarous.

When I type the lamp on my desk jiggles and makes an annoying sound.

This girl is SO effing cool. Look at what she said about me in her blog: "I long for my web site to be like THIS." OOooh yeah *dances* You have no idea how much a compliment can brighten my day. And speaking of this site, it is going to be 3 years old on the 25th! *throws confetti*

Oh gracious commenters: Lillian, Laura, Ebony, Brittani

Aww this poor, poor little blog has gotten some neglect *strokes it*. BUT HAVE NO FEAR, I am here to blog and show my...gear? Erh yeah. Rhymin ain't my thang. I had so much friggin homework this weekend it feels like I haven't evevn HAD a weekend. Grr. I want my weekend back :(

Katie and I went shopping on Friday and I got this halter in red. It's so soft, you must FEEL IT. Then I also got a sweater for $10...ok I lied, $9.99. I also tried on some prom dresses (I don't even know if I'm going but trying on big, fluffy gowns is fun) and I found this silky purple one that made me feel like a beautiful woman from the 30's. It was so luxurious haha. Anyway...more of my shopping adventures...I got the COOLEST shirt the yesterday. It was only $10, originally $29 and it fits like a glove. DAMN RIGHT BITCH, I AM THE QUEEN OF DISCOUNTS.

I also think I'm getting sick. Blech.

Ebony rooocks.

Yesterday my name was announced over the intercome morning annoucements for winning Honorable Mention in the Valentine's Day Card Conteset for Art Club. Haha...I was like "Yay?" and everyone in my class started talking to me about it lol. It was slightly embarrassing but I've always secretly wanted my name to be on the annoucements hehe. There were only three winners, including myself out of 15 some entries. I get some gift certificate to an art store. Whoop whoop. Who's house? My house!

Umm let see. Dentist tomorrow...for cavity filling....help! I hate novacane and drills.

The movie Crazy/Beautiful was on last night. I forgot how delicious Jay Hernandez is haha. Click once, click again, and click ONE MORE TIME.

So here I am wasting words on another pointless blog.

I saw Luke Jackson walking around the other day. Haha That dude is such a ninnie. I suggested we mob him and break his leg but no one was in my favor. Damn party poopers! *shakes fist*

I got Incubus' new CD, A Crow Left of the Murder. It is amazing. And the lyrics...just dayyum. It totally reflects what is going on in the world today. Incubus has succeed yet again in producing another incredible album.

It's interesting how people find my site through search engines:
-"boob editing photoshop tutorials"
-"nick lachey+earings"
-"what does a cow sound like if it has mad cow diease"
-"ooolala boobs"
-"Spongebob layout"
-"Demented hills"
-"didn't wear my retainer"

Amusing and freakishly cool lyric of the moment: "Darling Nikkie" by the Foo Fighters ..And I could not resist when I saw little Nikki grind..

Yesterday sucked. My period leaked all over my jeans before I could do anything about it. Luckily I was wearing dark jeans and you couldn't really see the stain unless you cocked your head at a certain angle 5 inches away from my ass. But ;lakje9ehfalkjh. It was just retarded.

I finally redeemed my iTunes gift certificate from Christmas. I got a little Coldplay, Audioslave, Matchbox Twenty and *cough* one Georgle Michael song heh. My list is still very long but I can't spend any money right now.

Saw David again today. That boy is damn cute. It's his loss having a girlfriend that's not me. Damn straight.

Here's my plug for today!

Ah...fresh, new classes. I don't think Math will be too hard but French on the other hand...I've forgotten basically everything we learned last year. The teacher is exactly the same--she spent 40 minutes plus on the course outline, gave the same first day lectures, rabmbled about nothing, and called us "people" more times than I could count. That class/she is an absolute joke.

I love how my dad complains about having so much work and never as time to do anything. If he wouldn't download internet porn all day then he might have some free time. It is fucking disgusting. It has been going on for a long, long time. When I was on our family computer, the one he uses, I would find it all the time, like by saving a picture in IE or opening an image in Photoshop. It was creepy, appalling and barf-worthy ESPECIALLY on the damn family computer. So I would delete every picture I found, how proud of felt. But then I would just discover new ones. Just a couple of minutes ago I was in there when he opened an image in Photoshop and the folder that was open was low and behold, porn. I wouldn't have noticed except for the "preview image" option was clicked. He changed folders quickly and was silent. I didn't say anything in the midst of my absolute revolt and disgust. It is just fucking sick. I don't want to think of him in that light. I am so glad I have my own computer *shudders*.

Today I found out that my beloved crush, David has a girlfriend. (insert long, heaving sigh here). ;lakjsfe9u3wafhd. Thank god she doesn't go to my school. And he looked so good today too *slumps in chair*. He had a little bit of stuble and it was so cute. I want to go on about all the things that attract David to me, but I don't want to bore you.

It's freezing in this house! Someone get me a nice warm David...erh I mean blanket, to cuddle up with.

It's at times like these I'm even MORE glad I have a mac--that email worm can't get me. *strokes her Macintosh then evilly laughs and points at all the suckers who have PCs*

In the midst of my procrastination last night, I updated the contents, make sure to check out the new sections as well: About Me, Ask me, First Celeb Crush, Life as a Dick--NEW, Oxymorons, Paris, Quotes--NEW & Your Mind. (Side note: by clicking these links directly, the layout won't work properly so I suggest clicking the little navigation images towards the top.)

[Edit//] Incubus' "A Crow Left Of The Murder" is on The Leak. Go visit and listen. :)

Everyone has been annoying me lately (Watch out people, I have PMS!), especially in my classes. People at my school are SO stupid and immature. Half of them think they are better than me. Just because your daddy has a lot of money and you think you are all that doesn't make you superior. Soon I will be out of this hell house...*sings* Hallelujah! Hallelujah!

My sweatshirt still smells like onions. God damn food bank making chop a zillion onions. Even after two washings this disgusting smell still lingers on the cuffs *grumbles*.

Only 2 and a half more days of Chemistry!! I am so fucking excited. I hate that class. I have an 83%, which I am very proud of but I can't let it fall to a C because that class isn't THAT hard...I just never pay attention for put any effort into it haha.

Ahem. I would like to explain a little something. Some/most of you know I like Hanson. And most of you still think they are little kids that sing MMMBop. That was seven years ago. What they put out in 1997 was their only "pop" album. Since then they've produced two albums (one acoustic...obviously pop isn't acoustic) that have been totally different from what "mainstream" is today. So don't categorize them if you don't even know what they sound like because they sure as HELL aren't pop. Before you them off as that pop shit I suggest you take a listen to their stuff. I'm not saying you need to like it, just respect it.

From their upcoming album:
· Dream Girl (I highly suggest this one)

A little bit of acoustic:
· Strong Enough to Break
· Underneath

I would provide you with some more clips but I don't want to take up Sez's space and bandwidth. So if you'd like, you can listen to some more enriching music here (electric) and here (acoustic).

Side note: This was not directed towards anyone in particular, because you know I love you all.

I'm have withdrawl symptoms from not being able to get on my own computer. Damn router. It went out for some odd reason so now I can't get on the net, or print or do anything that was previously hooked up to the wirless system. Apple should make routers. Humph. I miss my lappy. :(

N-f was down for a while but now it's back...yay! I'm getting all these hits now because I so generously provided HH with this scan. Zac....those...lips....kiss me. Please? They are so lucious. Or at least talk dirty to me? tehe

Hmm let see. Ramblings: I need a new bra. David is hot. I had a really bad stomach cramp this morning. It left like someone was wringing my stomach out. But luckily it went away when I ate something and when I saw David lmfao. Sooo how about some coments on the new layout? Yes, what a good idea.

New layout. Hell YES. The other one made me cringe. But there is a little problem with this one--I can't seem to match the background pattern with the image. Hmm oh well. Let me know what you think!

Borders decided to be cool and finally got the new Phantom Planet CD in. I HIGHLY suggest it, so get your ass to the record store.

Don't you hate it when you over hear people talking "bad" about you? I went driving today. *gasp* Can you believe it? I got some strange motivation that came from god knows where. After a little bit of eves dropping I hear my dad go, "She DROVE?!? And from there? WHY?" Yeah wtf. Just be happy that I drove. It doesn't happen very often. I don't like when people doubt me. But it always feels good to prove them wrong.

Some stupid warning labels that I found particually funny:

-A warning on an electric router made for carpenters cautions, "This product not intended for use as a dental drill."

-On a 12-inch-high storage rack for compact discs: "Do not use as a ladder."

-A warning label found on a baby stroller cautions the user: "Remove child before folding."

-A label on a hand-held massager advises consumers not to use "while sleeping or unconscious."

-A container of underarm deodorant says, "Caution: Do not spray in eyes."

-A cartridge for a laser printer warns, "Do not eat toner."

-A household iron warns users: "Never iron clothes while they are being worn."

-A label with a hair dryer reads, "Never use hair dryer while sleeping."

-A 13-inch wheel on a wheelbarrow warns: "Not intended for highway use."

-A cardboard car sunshield that keeps sun off the dashboard warns, "Do not drive with sunshield in place."

-"Do not allow children to play in the dishwasher."

This layout is disgustingly ugly. Hideous, infact. I found some cool Photoshop tutorials and I'm going to experiment with those. So new layout soon.

My 30 hours of community service for projects is DONE.

I love talking about boys.

New layout! I was getting tired of the old one. This one is pretty plain and simple, but that is my mood so it works for now *nods*. Let me know what you think (if the comments aren't being a beotch).

Sooo let see....we're going to...Ha...wa...ii. Hell yeeeeeeesssss. My family and I are going this Christmas. Meehehe I'm so excited I could smack my butt! *smacks it* Ah hell I'll smack Zac Hanson's while I'm at it too! It's a graduation present (no, not that ass smacking you stupid). Also my mom has been wanting to go back for a very long time. And hey, the flight is even free since we have plenty of frequent flyer miles racked up from years ago. WHEEEE! So many hot hot boys, sandy, beaches and sun (and pinapple)! OMG WHAT IF I SEE SPONGEBOB WHEN I GO SNORKLING?! bahaha I'd laugh and secretly piss myself. And it's not like anyone would know since we'd be in water. (Note to self: Stop fantasizing about meeting cartoon caracters.) It just struck me for the millionth time in my life that I am very very weird and deranged. Someone help. Now. Call Demented Hills.

Edit// BlogSpeak comments can kiss my ass! How come I always get a commenting system that craps out on me? The new ones should work.

The weather has been crazy lately. Snow, cold, ice, correction....massive ice, and rain. It was so icey yesterday that EVERYTHING outside was frozen. The lawn, plants, rocks, mailboxes, sidewalks, you name it. I went ice skating on our patio with my tennis shoes haha. Yeah, I'm cool like that. Luckily it's all melting.

I hate cramps *whacks them with a shovel just like my stupid ass neighbor was doing to his driveway at 7:30 in the freakin morning when I was trying to sleep in, enjoying the 2 hour delay*.

I added some new contents, because I was extrememly bored. So go check that out. Thank you to everyone who has commented over the past few days!

*slips on socks* A little late night rambling again. Ok, it's not so late but I got out of bed, my feet were cold, realized I didn't shut the comptuer off, and had a sudden urge to blog about nothing. Winter Break is almost over *whimpers*. I don't want it to end. I enjoy sitting on my lazy ass all day long, scrapbooking, talking on the phone and eating. Speaking of eating, I had a bowl of chocolate ice cream with cookies and marshmellow cream on top. Then the night before I spead Nutella over bread and topped it with marshmellows. I know my period is coming when I have cravings like this haha.

So I typed in "tooting" at google just because I was bored. Welcome to Tooting, Endgland. Yes, there really is such a place. And strangely enough, I want to live there.

Last night I had a dream that I was flirting with David, then I started walking away and he poked me in the boob. I just kept walking even faster and was like, "Holy shit.." Then I walk into a classroom where the girl sitting next to me is drinking Vodka out of a water bottle. lol Oh the dreams I have...

Playlist - "Dream Girl" by you know who if you know me well enough. FYI, keep this on the DL. Hnet nazis are EVERYWHERE *screams in horror*

I thought Katie had changed, with her self-centered, annoying ways...but no. She called me today "OMG Ash, I have NO idea what to do! The only time I can fit in community service is tommorrow and the place will probably be closed! Ah, I can't fit it in any other time! And no place is open ont the weekend! OMG I'm SO stressed!" I gave her some ideas. "But UGH, I don't want to do that!" So I was thinking 'screw it' and told her "I can't help you, figure it out for yourself," in a really bitchy tone. Ha I was proud of myself. And she uses me when she has nothing else to do and no one else to hang out with. I'm not going to stand this shit anymore. Maybe I'll ask her, "No one else could hang out with me...I called everyone I knew! So do you want to do something? Huh?"

My mom took me to the dermatalogist the other day for my "acne", a total of 5 pimples, two of which are under the skin. Yeah, wtf? She was all secretive and up tight-up about which annoyed the shit out of me. It's a fucking pimple. "But I'm really concered and it's important to me to get thist taken care of." Insert another WTF? here. The medicine they perscribed me was also used to treat anthrax. Haha who would of thought? I talked my mom out of making me take it, with a strong agruement of how I don't want to injust a potentially fatal medication for just a few pimples. It's also really degrading when she takes takes my 5 pimples so seriously. It's like saying "You're ugly. And I want to fix it." If she was laid-back and casual about it, I wouldn't give a crap.

I'm cranky and pissed. Happy fucking new Year.

Enough of my complaining. I'm going to go eat more brownies and get fat.

I woke up this morning and was pleasantly surprised by SNOW! Whee it was fun. That means I have to do community service tomorrow and Wednesday, instead of today and tomorrow like I planned. Thank god for snoooow *sings*.

The new year is approaching so I've decided to make a list of New Year's Resolutions:

-Spend less time on Hanson.net, and the internet in general
-Think only about making myself wonderful
-Work out for 15 min. each night, just enough to get toned
-Stop living in a shell and caring about what others think of me
-Re-unite with my Pee-towners and meet Hanson again
-Meet Hanson and go to a Maroon5 show with Becca
-Become less worrisome
-Do more social activities outside of school
-Spend more time with friends, less time at home
-Stop being lazy
-Go to more concerts and shake my ass
-Have more fun and enjoy life

My brain is tired (..must..get..food..and..lick..Zac..Hanson), and that's all I can think of at the moment. Share yours! And have a safe and happy 2004 :) And while you're at it, sign the poor, lonely guestbook.

I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas! :) I got a lot of great stuff--clothes, candles, ornaments, soft towels, undies, beads, chocolate, scrapbooking materials, and a little figurine of my dog with wings and a halo. It almost made my cry when I opened it lol.

My old gbook is being spammed by porno! lmao I went to check it earlier today and all these images of girls in thongs and bikini's came up advertising their porn sites. Greeeat.

I've never typed with nails this long before. I now understand why pianists always keep their nails short. I'm having a slightly challening time typing haha. I didn't think they can grow this long. I'm not going to trim them until the end of break. So in the meantime I can SCARE everyone with my dagger-like nails! *evil laugh*

Mad Cow diease has now hit the US...and it's only a state away from me. Meeps. For those of you who don't know what Mad Cow diease is, it's tranmitted to the cow by infected chemical feed, and basically what it does it eat away at your brain, then you die. Hopefully the beef that was infected was not eaten by anyone (and we had prime rib for xmas dinner, yay). So only organic beef for Ash (and you) from now on.

I added all of the Christmas graphics I got, click the "Contents" link to your right and away you go. Plugs to everyone who sent me one: Becca, Sez, Cheryl, Mez, Mattie

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays! :) Thank you to everyone who sent me xmas graphics...I luff you guys! I will put them up and plug you all later. :) And a plug to the cool commenters, Will, Cheryl and Whitney. You guys gave me a lot of ineresting things to think about. I always try to see it from all sides but there are some other sides I haven't explored yet. And I'm sorry if I offened anyone last entry. I think what I was trying to say came out wrong--I don't hate religious people, I just don't respect the ones who hate others because of who they are.

I saw Pirates of the Carribean for the first time tonight. Orlando Bloom is offically the sexiest man alive. As my Christmas gift to all of you, here is a little eye candy (beware, the following contents may cause wetness of the panties): BAM! That man is sex on wheels. hehe Every time I say that it reminds me of a wobbly cart being pushed down a hall going "squeak, squeak, squeak".

It is getting to the wee hours of the morning....and I have a lot to do tomorrow. Like taking a shower, eating, opening gifts, more eating, stalking Orlando Bloom, eating, and last but not least, getting in bed with Orlando. Merry christmas to all, and to all a good night.

What is this? Ash blogging THREE days in a row, you say?!? It's a conspiracy! But today is very significant so I must. A year ago today, my dog died. He was my best friend. He didn't care who I was, what I looked like or anything at all. He just loved me for me. When I was having a horrible day he was always there to cheer me up with his soft nudges and wet kisses. I miss him so much. I want him to be here right now, curled him laying beside my chair. Shit now I'm crying. I love you Ripley.

I gave into trend and temptation today. I was at the Banana Republic and saw this scarf and decided to put it on for fun. But when I found that it looked good on me, I had to get it.

You would be proud of me. I actually made an attempt to talk to Seth today *gasp*. I decided to stay for 3rd since he had a free 3rd and a lot of other people did too. He is the sweetest, funniest guy ever but one of the most homophobic, close-minded people I've ever met. He was saying how "gay people aren't the creation of God and they are sinners" then later on he said something along the lines of "I hate Abercrombie because they have porn and they support gay people and gay organizations". WTF? I was about to smack that stupid bastard. I wanted to so very badly but it would've created bad problems lol. Overly religious people like him annoying the shit out of me, especially if they are so discriminatory. It's not like gay people wake up one day and decide "Hmm I feel like being gay from now on!!" Just like you can't choose what color your eyes are, you can't choose what sex you like. It pissed me off so much. I mean he truly is an awesome guy, if you exclude the fact that he is a close-minded biggot. If it weren't for that I'd like him. Oh well, his loss.

Thank you to the two lovely commenters Becca and Will. I'm tired, hungry and my throat hurts like a bitch. And in yesterday's post I was very screwed up. I was having an ugly day haha.

Have you ever wished you were different or could change the way you are? I'm sure you have. It's crossed all of our minds at least once. I wish I had a better personality. My shyness and fear of what people think of me keeps me from being who I want to be, and what I know I can be. I think this is due to the way I was raised. Sheltered from all things bad and left alone with no siblings. My reserved and inverted personality gets in the way. For once I wish I could break through my shell and be audacioous. But I don't know how.

I wish I could be more beautiful. It sounds superficial, and maybe it is, but what's wrong with wanting to be attractive? I'm fine with my body...its just my face. I want to peel the fucking thing off and start new again. I've noticed the world favors the more beatiful people, and always has. I want the world to be a Walt Whitman. He thought everything beautiful. I love his poetry.

If I could just start over and change a few things about myself I would be happy. I don't think I'll ever be happy with the way I am. I want to be something else.

On another note, I wrote a poem last night and am going to submit it for a scholarship. Wish me luck.

*smacks self* I HATE BOYS. David is so fucking sexy. He just HAAD to look so incredibly fine today with his adorable puppy dog eyes and the whole "rubbing the chest and streching thing". Holy shiz. I was looking at him when he was doing that and oh my...I just have to say that if I didn't have a considerably reasonable amount of restraint, than that poor boy would have been tackled to the ground smothered in my kisses haha. So you thought I liked Seth, right? Well stupid ass David and his sexiness is making me question my liking of Seth. David needs to do something stupid so I will stop liking him...like..pee his pants. Yes, that is what he needs to do. And I am sure that all of you reading this right now REALLY care about who I like because it is such an integral part of your life. Don't mind me about my boy ramblings, I am just trying to avoid a shit load of homework.

So they captured Saddam. His captivity photos are almost as scary as Michael Jackson's mug shot *chuckles*. And Keiko died :(. I was lucky I got to see him when he was at the Oregon Coast Aquarium.

Thank you commenters: Julia and Becca. I'm off to my dailies!

Mehehe I like another boy :) David's friend. Yes, David has moved to 2nd place on my list. His friend, Seth (I think?), seems more my type. He's not immature AND he plays the guitar, which is 50 million bonus point in itself hehe. I always find him looking at me, and I look at him and *sigh* I can't get him out of my head. I can picture myself being with him--Me dragging him to Hanson concerts (buwhaha), cuddling on the couch, keeping me warm when I'm cold, etc. *cries* He seems like such a great guy.

ANYWAY enough of this stupid boy talk. I don't really have much else to say other than I'm starving, I have a lot of homework this weekend and no time to do it aaaand I like Seth. I want a bagel with Seth on top hahaha.

I looked around at school today and noticed that everyone looked the same clothing wise (people watching is so fascinating, I always discover something. People are every interesting subjects). It suddenly hit me how much it bothered me. I'm not going to be like that and I don't want to be like that. The lack of good stores is also the account for such uniformity, but come on. *bangs head on desk* I've never seen so many walking Abercrombie ads in my life. Mommy HLEP! It scares me!

I found the perfect college, The Fashion Institute of Technology in NYC. It made me get all giddy and clap lmao. They have SO many major to choose from, not just fashion. The possibilites going through my head are endless. Ain't nobody gonna keep me from my dreams lol. So when the day comes that I have my own (successful) botique and you can come in and get a discount...thank me later. ;)

I got my flu shot today. I read in the newspaper the other day that the world is due for another world-wide flu empidemic, like the one that killed 20 million people over a century ago. Oh YAY.

So I have started my Christmas list (not that I am going to get any of these...buuut I can try):
-Sony CD Mavica 5MP Digital Camera, one of the nicest out there
-SpongeBob Squarepants Season 1 DVD
-Urban Decay eyeshadow
-iTunes Gift Card
-Money for my college education because with my plans it's gonna cost a hella lot hahaha

Thank you to all the lovely, wonderful people who commented: Becca, Julia, Laurie, April and Mez

My comments are so effed up. Its saying I have none when there is actually 5. STUPID THING! *shakes fist at enetation* I'm going to find a different comment service after I blog.

This flu empidemic is REALLY scaring me. I'm so paranoid. I wash my hands before I eat and after I get home from school. Plus I don't want to go places unless I have to. Shut up and stop laughing at my scareness lol. Plus my friend works at a doctor's office and they diagnosed a person with a strain of the flu that is not covered by the shot. Meeps! I really should get my flu shot.

I went to the dentist yesterday and I have a cavity :(. OOoh and the ABC Family show "Switched" is going to be at my school soon! I want to watch it and be like "AH! That's my school and my town!!" lmao.

Thank you everyone whose commented on the last few entires! :D

Edit: I got a new comment system, yay! Hopefully this one won't screw up.

Ok, it's official....I want to rape David. He is just so damn fine. As I was walking down the hall today he was looking at me again, his head moving along with me as I walked past him until I sat down and people blocked his view lol. Hell yeah I AM ONE SEXY BEYOTCH, YO! I couldn't help but look at him a little, his puppy dog eyes are too adorable. But I am stupid yet again, he was sitting alone and I didn't talk to him. Someone smack me.

I love boys. Especially David. And Zac Hanson.

Jamie Oliver is a sexy British chef. And he has the best recipies, mmm, mmm good.

I have a lot of homework soooo I must leave you for the moment.

Yay I went shopping today. I luff shopping. I didn't find much though. There were so many things that were waaay out of my budget and just a plain rip off lol. I'll go to Portland soon and find some good deals at Forever 21...awesome store. I don't have much to say so this is going to be a usless post. I'm just trying to avoid doing my homework during this nice Thanksgiving break. Damnit! I want t left over turkey sandwhich! But do we have any turkey? Nooo.

This Garfield comic makes me laugh. :)

I've been looking at colleges lately. I know I want to go to a fashion design and merchandising school. The only problem is they are 1/2 year colleges. I want to back myself up with a 4 year university, and also live the college life. I'm thinking maybe going to a 4 year uni., then go to fashion school. I wouldn't know what to major in at the university though. I don't want to become a usless ninie hehe.

I changed the layout around a little bit. The other one was just making me cringe. Let me know how the iFrames work out for you (my first time doing them, woot woot).

David is so fucking hot. Each time I see him I just want to rape that boy! RAWR! Omg and he has the nicest butt ever *wishful sigh*. He was lifting up his pant leg comaparing his leg to some other guys (and of COURSE David's was way better hehe), and wow...he us just lickable. So tan and muscular and damn fine. Ok a little hairy but it works for him. That boy could be wearing a speedo and it could work! Ha ok no. No one and I repeat NO ONE looks good in speedos.

I almost forgot to put deoderant on today. I rushed up stairs before we left to put it on quickly. I managed to get it on my shirt AND in my hair. Don't ask. I washed it off thinking it would go away but nooo I come home from school to find that it was still there. I was walking around all day with deoderant showing visibly on my shirt. haha My coolness amazes me.

New DAMN sexy layout! Heh I dunno about that but I was ready for a change. Tell me what you think. :)

I was scared out of my boots the other morning, here's the story: Innocently eating breakfast and reading the paper, I was stopped in the midst of a chocolatey bite of muffin when I saw the most hideous thing in my whole entire life--Michael Jackson's mug shot. Dear god, they should've warned us! Think of the poor kids! Sometime like "Warning, proceed with caution. The following may cause blindness." hehe

I need to talk to my David lol. Yes, he's mine...GET OFF BITCH! haha Oh lordy. Anyway! As I was walking towards where I usally sit for lunch and he was blatanly staring at me *spanks ass*. It couldn't be more obvious. AND he was sitting by himself. Did I do anything about it? No of course not. Sarah was like "Ashley! He was sitting RIGHT there looking at you and you didn't do anyting!!" *smacks self* I'm stupid.

I got a haircut yesterday. It's a little shorter than I wanted it but that's just as well, the ends were getting dry.

*sings*
Yes I'm grounded
I got my wings clipped
I'm surrounded by all this pavement
Guess I'll circle
While I'm waiting for my fuse to dry

Someday I'll fly
Someday I'll soar
Someday I'll be so damn much more
'Cause I'm bigger than my body
Bigger than my body now
Bigger than my body now

A little late night bloggin for Ash *evil laughter* I'm supposed to be sleeping so SHHH. I can hardly see the keyboard...too dark, man tehe. I'm feeling better today. I just have horrible mood swings. Damn period. Or maybe I'm manic depressive? Ahh CALL THE PHYSCO WARD! Demented Hills! Demented Hills! (Didn't you guys ever see "Good Burger" with Keenan and Kell? *giggle*)

Yesterday morning a guy at my school hung himself. I guess he wasn't fully successful at first before his parents found him and he died two hours later. What a sad loss, he was only 15 years old. That poor boy. If only he knew there was another way out than ending his life. The freaky thing was I heard tons of sirens yesterday morning. :(

I have a new daily, meet Mattie! :) Oh and I forgot to plug Cheryl last time, luff ya!

Ok it's way too dark to type so I'm off! VROOOOOOM

I just got off the phone with Katie. I told her about my "friend delima" and she didn't even care. She was just like "Well...go um..I dunno, do something." She was so insensitive towards my feelings. I have definitely come to the conclusion that everybody think they are better than me and that I am not good enough for anyone anymore. I always felt sorry for loners but I never thought I would become one. What's happening to me? I used to have friends and an unfucked mind.

I have so much lonliness in my life. There's no one offline, out of my friends that I can turn to. I don't feel like anyone truly cares about me. I know people care about me, but no so much in a way that is "Where's Ashley? I want to go to lunch with her." No one ever calls me anymore except for Katie, and that is about homework and boy shit. I call other people but we've lost so much in common that its hard to figure out what to talk about. Then we end up never calling eachother back. I stopped trying because it wasn't getting anywhere.

I used to feel like I fit in. Now I'm just a lonely little shadow that gets unoticed and doesn't know where it belongs. People have shifted their priorties and their friends with out me. It hurts. Its like no one wants to be my friend anymore. It wouldn't be such a be deal if I had a lot of good people who I could talk to, but I don't. I've tried and tried without any results. I'm lost and I don't know how to find myself. If only there was someone to help me.

New layout soon. This one fucking sucks.

Yes I am alive! I've been erhh...busy. Yeah, thats it *looks around*. I've been neglecting this poor little site. I FINALLY got a desk, YAY! No more make-shift box desk hehe. And it's very nice too *pets desk* Although it does make my room even smaller. We had art club yearbook pictures on Friday and our teacher made all of us wear berets hahaha Yeeeaah, we're gonna be the sexiest club there, true DAT. ha I've gone insane. I've been accidently hurting myself lately. I burnt my finger on the god freakin toaster the other day and I did something weird to my hip last night. Humph. I need a cookie hehe :)

My mom and I went to a college fair this weekend and I got an ass load of brochures. There are some AWESOME looking ones from art schools that I grabbed just because I was so interested in the design aspect of them lol. But I did find a few colleges that I want to look into. One in particular, The Fashion Institute of Design and Merchandising. They have graphic design, product and store managments, costume design, etc. It was amazing and I'd love to go there...but the only thing is there are so many majors there that I would want to do. I have so many ideas wizzing through my head. Its hard to settle on one.

And thank you to all my commenters. You guys really mean a lot to me :) Thank you. Becca, Cheryl, Mez and Lillian rock.

I cried myself to sleep last night. My dad was yelling yet again and I just couldn't keep my composure and this fucking happy face I put on all the time. I do that just to please others so they won't think anything is wrong with me. And sometimes I DON'T want them to know anything is going on. I'm a very private person and don't like people seeing my weak side.

Things that are evil:
-early morning class
-cold weather
-chemistry (the most usless class I've ever taken)
-being lonely

Things that are good:
-sleep
-chocolate
-cute boys (ie: david)
-hanson (Carnegie Hall this Wednesday--that's right, my boys are legends)

I need to make a new layout. Blah.