I was watching a show on the Egyptian pyramids earlier and it is so interesting. That part of history really intrigues me for some reason. And I do believe in the curses that were put on the tombs. I don't think any of the deaths at illnesses at the excavation sites were just coincidences, they were really the ancient Egyptian curses put on those who ever disturbed the tombs. And plus and I don't think it's right that they are taking these famous rulers and exploiting them all around the world in big cities (just one more reason why there have been so many deaths involving these pyramids). How would you like it if someone disturbed your grave after millions of years of peace and being wrapped in cloth (hehe..)? I would be a little pissed. *nods* So don't be disturbin' my grave, yo! hahaha

I fixed my CD player that was broken. *grin* The second deck was refusing to come out and it screwed everything else up. Pushing random buttons really does work! Thank you to everyone who commented last entry. You guys rock!

I'm so wrapped up in Hanson right now. All this excitement for the tour, new pictures and songs is making me go crazy. I NEED TOUR DATES NOW. And they must come to Oregon! But then when the tour dates are announced I'm so going to crap my pants haha. I hanven't been this ungulfed in Hanson since three years ago when their last album came out. I'm seriously going crazy waiting for these stupid tour dates to be posted. Enough about Hanson because I know you don't want me to babble on about them.

If you live in the Oregon/Washington area and want to see John Mayer on July 10th at the Clark County Ampitheatre, purchase tickets here. It's going to be an awesome show..so go! I also updated the contents so you are just going to have to click that little contents link to your top right to see what I did. There is going to be a new layout soon too. I am tired of looking at this one. I've yet to design one though...


Thank you Amiee! Have a Happy 4th too. :) That reminds me...I need to get some fireworks.

Woah, this is freaking me out man...Blogger redesigned everything. I hope none of my crap got messed or up. Anyway! Go get Michelle Branch's "Hotel Paper"! It rocks and I've been listening to it non-stop. This CD is a little more mellow than the last and I love everything about it. The lyrics are "sentimental" and I can relate to so many of her songs. I luff it and you will too. So go buy it....or else you will have to mess with the concequences *slips on boxing gloves*. I also created a small little skirmish at the Michelle Branch Message Board hehe. Go check it out (note: I'm brachingout). Yes I'm proud of myself for speaking my mind and letting my PMS get to me haha. I also get Rooney's new CD, titled "Rooney". And that one also knocked my pants off. So there is my second recomendation for today. :)

There are some weird garage sale junkies running lose in this crazy world. I never knew they could be so umm...mentally unstable until the other day when I helped my parents with one we had. This lady came speeding up into our drive way and parked about two inches away from our garage. I thought she was going to drive into our garage at full speed! haha The first hour was full of people buying our junk but the rest of the enredibly long 6 hours was a bore. I went to pick strawberries today. I love real strawberries! The ones from grocery stores are usually not that good.

I don't see why so many people are criticizing VH1's Top 100 Songs of the Past 25 Years. Yeah some of them suck but the majority are really good pieces of work that've changed music. I love the comment Zac Hanson made on Lenny Kravitz's "Are you gonna go my way?", "It just makes you wanna....be black with dreads." Ok well I thought it was funny becuase Zac is just funny and plain hot. And god damnit I love Hanson! Yes laugh all you want. But I just heard some of their new music and holy crap, I love them even more. They are so talented and don't get the credit they deserve because people think they are still all 12 with long hair and look like girls. Um yeah, that is not the case now and I'm typing really fast right now, just to let you know.

And thank you to the three awesome chicas who commented: Kathy, Amiee and Mez.

I reccomend that you not see "Hollywood Homicide". The only good part of it was Josh Hartnett and the last 20 mimutes of the movie. The rest was so boring and I was sitting there thinking, "When is this moving going to end?" So afterwards Tiff, Sara, Anthony and I went back to his house and just hung out and talked. It was mostly just me and him talking and occasionaly Sara. I felt bad for Tiffany, it looked like she was pissed off and not having a good time. I've been trying to call her to see what was wrong but she's not been home. You know what cracks me up? The "Mrazda" in Jason Mraz's "The Remedy" video. Everytime I see it I laugh so hard. I dunno why, it's just really funny. Mrazda...hahaha.

I almost choked to death the other night. Usually when I choke I can still breathe but this time I was coughing and gasping for air but nothing was moving through my lungs. My mom had to do the Heimlich maneuver on me. It is the scariest feeling not being able to breathe. *shudders* I never want to have to experience that again.

::sings:: I am sick, sick. So very sick, sick. ::ends singing:: Ha yeeeah, why is it that I have to be sick? My nose is beyond stuffy and I have to blow it every 5 seconds. And it hurts because it's rubbed raw. I don't want to stay up all night blowing my nose like I did last night. I actually want to SLEEP. Who ever gave me this crap should be hit.....many times. Oo, I just sneezed and it cleared my nasal passages. I CAN BREATHE! Scratch that, it was on a temporary relief.

Now that schools out I don't have much to talk/complain about. There has to be something because I don't want to bore you guys even more that I already do! haha Well I checked and there's nothing. Yes I know I'm fast. Speed racer! Thanks Sez for leaving a comment and to everyone who has signed my guestbook lately. Much appreciated. :)

So my summer vacation has started and I'm already bored. I also managed to catch a cold--sore throat and cough. Yay, perfect timing...not. I think the girl I sat next to in math give it to me. Grrr. I haven't really done anything so far. Just sat around, watched TV, talked on the phone and went on the computer. I need to do stuff with friends! I wanted to the night we got out of school but everyone was already busy.

I wonder when the sunny weather will return? I miss it already. Thanks Wingyee and Amiee for commenting.

One more day left of school....then I'm free for 3 months! "I'm so excited, and I just can't hide it. I know, I know, I know that I want you." I think that's how the song goes haha. I bought this really crappy 89 cent eye liner and BI-Mart today. I don't really know why lol. It was just kind of funny and cheap so I got it. The people at BI-Mart probably think we're weird (and theives--they follow us around and give us weird looks....yeah, like we're gonna steal something from BI-Mart of all places) because we go in there like 3 times a week at the same time. But hey, there's nothing else to do during our free period. I saw the hottest guy today and I thought be had to at least be a sophmore but nooo, he is a freshman haha. But I don't care, he is still good lookin'! I bit the side of my cheek 3 times when I was eating lunch...I amaze myself sometimes.

I updated the contents so you're just going to have to take a peak at it. AND thank you Mez for this awesome fan sign (I haven't gotten one in forever, so if you'd like to give me one that would be very nice):

You're welcome for everything...I <3 you Mezzie!

It is so hot in here. Give me a mini fridge so I can stick my head in it! lol My parents don't want to put the air conditioning on because we are going to be gone this weekend. We have gradution parties and relatives birthday's to go to. Fun, fun, fun. And last night there was absolutely no breeze so my room was frickin hot. I got the cutest swim suit yesterday. And hey, what'd ya know....it's purple (I love purple). I also got my hair cut. It's basically a trim, but it's a little something different and plus I needed all the split ends chopped off. They styled it with a flat iron and it looked really good. I tryed to mimic it this morning with a curling iron but yeah....that didn't work out too well.

I feel horrible. Tiff wanted me to ask Anthony if he liked her and he said "No, I've never thought of her that way. That's weird. Why'd you ask?" And ever since then he has been acting weird and not flitry with Tiff. I hope that things go back to normal because I feel so bad since I made this happen. He was flirting with me today at lunch and I was thinking "No, no! Flirt with Tiffany! She is sitting right next to you." But obviously he didn't get my telapathic wavs lol. And thanks to the two lovely ladies, Mez and Amiee for commenting.

Only 7 more days of school left. Wooohoo! I can't wait. I cannot believe this year is almost over, it's gone by so fast. But during the summer I get to sleep in, relax and not worry about homework at all. And later on this week it is going to be high 80's and low 90's. Yeeeaah. We usually don't get that kind of weather around here. Warm weather is fun and it makes me feel happy. I'm so loving in a warm climate when I'm older. Today I came home and realized there was something on my butt and at first I thought it was a period stain and I was like, "Great! That's just what I needed." But then I looked closer and it was green....some kind of grass stain. The weird thing is, I wasn't sitting in grass at all today. ha I wonder how long I walked around with that crap on my butt?

Unpdates in the contents later on in the week--I'm too lazy to do them now lol. I didn't realize the text was going crazy for so many people. Sorry guys! Thanks Lillian, Sez, Amiee and Mandy for commenting. :)

It's sunny again! I love the warm weather, it seems to warm my soul (or something strange like that). I can't wait for summer vacation. I'm hoping this one will be different. I want to get out and do more. Have fun, I guess! I'm taking driver's ed too, that should be a blast. *groan* I've also given up hope for a job this summer. No one is hiring, and it's just not worth my time even if they were hiring because I have no experience. I'll wait until later next school year when I've done some community service so I have a couple refrences, experience, etc.

I fixed the text so it doesn't go sprawling to the other side of the page like it did for some people. So hopefully it works for you Mez! *crosses fingers* I don't think as many people visit here as they used to like way back in the day. I probably scared them all off. *throws head back and laughs evily* Buwhahaha! hehe I'm weird. Thanks Amiee, Mez and Wingyee for commenting.

I don't think my life can become any more stupid. Tiff, Anthony and I went to see Bruce Almighty last night (which by the way was hilarious--I suggest you go see it). Since I usually don't hang out with guys after school, my parents flipped. After I got home they lectured me like it was some huge, mega-disasterous deal. It is just a freaking guy! They went on about how, "We don't even know him. If you are going places with him than we need to sit down and have a little chit-chat with him and really get to know him. We need to know any guy before you hang around them. We condsider what you just went on a date and we think you are too young for that." Wtf? I am almost 16 and I'd understand where you are coming from if I was actually this guy's GIRLFRIEND not FRIEND. Then they started getting into how I am going to take a self-defense class this summer if I am going to be "dating" because it will "serve me for the rest of my life". I swear my mom was going to shit her pants because she was so frustrated and angry. I hate how my parents treat me like I'm their little girl who is 2 years old, not independent, helpless, ingnorant and like I don't know how to handle myself. My parents have always been way over protective and act like everything is a big deal. I want my parents to be NORMAL. Nobody's parents in the right mind would want to sit down and talk to their daughter's guy FRIENDS. Normal parents just meet them and say Hi and that's really it. None of my friend's parents act like guy friends are a big deal and don't care if they meet them. And definitely none of my friend's parents are making me take a fucking self-defense class. Why can't my parents be normal and not crazy-minded insane prision guards? I'm never going to be over protective of my kids...protective but not over the top. I can't wait to get out of this house. I'll be free from the gates of my parents and their STUPID rules.

The comments are being uncooperative and won't let me view them, so thanks to everyone who has commented over the past few days.

Today went from bad to worse. Although lunch wasn't too bad, the rest of my day was a rotten egg. It actually started last night when I started to get really pissed off from what happened earlier that day. Anthony and Dale couldn't stop making fun of how white I am. I know they were joking but it started to piss me off...like I don't know I'm white already! Then Anthony was like, "I love you!" Ha yeah, that didn't work. My dad even commented on how white I am. And I was thinking, "Thanks, like I haven't heard that 50 billion times already." So back to today. I woke up and my leg hurt; then I had a blister from the flip flops I wore the day before; I couldn't get the juice bottle open, so I went to reach for the milk but it wasn't there (it turned out my mom left it in the car like I suspected); I go to school only to see thee bug the crap put of me; I am in a bad mood the whole day and no one notices except one person who end up laughs at my minor problems; then 4th I couldn't take Katie's snootyness anymore. She was getting so mad at the fact that other people on her cheer team only care about theirselves and I'm like "Helloooo! You're one of them!" She just follows the crowd like a lost child. The anger kept building up inside of me and I ignored everyone and no one seemed to notice. Not even and "Are you OK?" Nothing. Boy I have real quality friends that like to reach a hand out to others that are really hurting. I know this doesn't seem like a lot but the way my mind is wired, it is. All this "drama" and the thoughts that race through my head clutter my mind like an over-flowing trash can, and doesn't make for a very emotionaly balanced Ashley. I'm going to be glad when school's out.

Oh no, the curse of Dale has fallen upon me again. Now that he has broken up with his freshman girlfriend he is all over me. Today he was like, "I should give you a back massage sometime. I'm so good at them people have even paid me before!" Then he started to rub my back and said, "That one was on the house." And as I was leaving the classroom he was blocking my way out with his open arms for a hug, so I had no choice, I had to give him a hug. Now if he didn't creep me out then I wouldn't mind this and I'd definitely take advantage of the situation. But this isn't so, he simply creeps me! lol

I haven't heard from one of my best friends (who lives in a different state) in over 4 months. None of her emails are working either. And I think she would have told me if she changed it. I wonder what's wrong? I'll call her this weekend. Hopefully she is not mad at me or something bad happened to her. At this point it doesn't look like she's coming down since we lost contact. Hmm..like I said. I'll call her. Awesome commenters: Sarah, Amiee, Sez

I'm very ashamed of myself--I listened to the Spice Girls for the first time in over 5 years today, and the worst part is....I actually ejoyed. "Why?" you must be asking. I asked myself the same question and I came to the conculsion that it brought back so many childhood memories and good times. I listened to it because I needed something upbeat and fun to work out to. I had a blast dancing to it on the treadmill, "Stop right now thank you very much I need somebody with a human touch Hey you always on the run gotta slow it down baby gotta have some fun". Oooh and then I washed my face with REAL face wash since two years ago. I used Tazorac cream for my pimples all that time and I couldn't stand the side effects any longer; the occasional redness, dryness and sesitivity to sun. I'm going to see what happens and if it seems like I need to go back on the ance cream then I will (unfortunately).

Thank you everyone for commenting :D. I also added Wingyee to my almost dailies list. I forgot to add her the last time I updated it. And speaking of updating, I need to update some of the contents. But that is all in store for next time (be excited)! I burned the Moulin Rouge soundtrack from Mary. It is so good. I love that movie too...such a good love story. "All you need is love. All you need is love. All you need loooove. I was made for loving you baby and you were made for lovin me." *sigh* I'm such a hopeless romantic.

This week has been awesome so far. It's good because I really needed it. Anthony is a lot of fun to hang out with. And he is one of the main reasons why these past couple of days have been so great (aww). I always find myself laughing and smiling when I'm with him. He just has that charm I guess lol.

I was out in the sun too long yeesterday and got burnt. And it just had to be that I was wearing a teeshirt so now I have this awesome farmers burn (no, not a tan) haha. I got a little sun on my face too, and there is a very abrupt line between the red and the white on the bridge of my nose were my sunglasses sat. Good one Ash! *pats self on back* The lesson of this story is to wear sunscreen at all times while out in the sun. Thanks Sez and Amiee for commenting. :) Well I am off to fix the ever-retarded blogger so it will show more than one entry, and to visit everyone's sites.

A good cry helps just about anything. All the crap that has been piling up, emotionally, phyically, mentally, etc., finally over flowed and I couldn't take it anymore. I broke down in tears and let it all out. I was (and still am) so fucking tired of everything, the people around me and the shit they carry around. I couldn't stand my dad's self-centeredness anymore, the fact that he thinks he is never wrong, and that the world and every other single freaking thing should be about him. I hate the way he is such a hypocrite and how he never views the other side of the arguement, which is totally valid. Agh! I just don't like how he thinks everything has to revolve around him and that if something in his work goes wrong is was "definitely not his fault and the other people were out to screw him." Then he complains about how late he has to work. The problem would be solved if he wouldn't spend the whole freaking day looking up internet porn!

And Friday next my mom was being so unreasonable. Sara and I wanted to go to this dance club since it was High School night and so many people were going. But she said I couldn't go because "she didn't know anything about this place and wants me to take some sort of self-defense if I went there." I was like screw that! That is the lamest excuse I've ever heard. Can't she just treat me my own age and not like some stupid and helpless 2 year old? I know how to carry my own weight and it is just a retarded dance club for God's sakes! She is way too over protective. I don't want to be chained to a fucking wall anymore. I need to get out of this place...I need freedom!

Sara and I ended up going to a movie Friday night and we had SO much fun. We were going to see the Xman movie but it was sold out so we saw Bullerproof Munk instead. It actually turned out to be a really good movie and Sean William Scott is very, very hot. :) Since we had a litle extra time before the movie we walked around the mall and found this huge window looking out into a busy parking lot. We started to model and show off our sexay little bods. It was so hilarous and we had such a blast. All these people were looking at us from outside too. We are so weird when we get together. That is why I like hanging out with Sara, she doesn't care what people think of her and we always end up having so much fun.

I screwed up blogger and it's only showing one entry (for me at least) and everything below it doesn't show up. I'll try to fix that one way or another.

I've been trying to find time to get on the computer long enough to write an entry but my dad has constantly been on it. We need two computers! Maybe instead of saving up for a car when I get a job I should save up for a computer lol. I'm eating tortilla chips...mmm yum. And I just got crums all over the place. Before I forget--commenters: Xinhui, Lillian, Mez and Sez. I also added Amiee and Xinhui to my dailies. :)

Anthony has been so cute lately. I don't want to like him but it's so hard not to. He is just so adorable and flirty sometimes that I can't help not to like him. And Tiffany totally loves him. She's really clingy with him. And not to mention that she is all over him, she thinks she is all that, now since she has been hanging out with different people. Katie is fake and now Tiffany. What is this world coming to? If I ever get like they do I hope somebody slaps me.

I'd love to get out of this place. Just leave everyone all of this crap behind. Start a new life and a new identity. I can't wait to leave...be free and love! haha But then I think that it wouldn't be any better, "...my friends are just like the "friends" I had in school - they're no better, no more mature or understanding or friendly. It's all the same shit, just new faces and names," it would be exactly like Tara explained. All I know is that I want a change. Please, someone move my cheese!

I got John Mayer tickets! On the floor, center section, isle P (which is a little beyond the half way mark in the section). YAY! They sound like they are some pretty good seats and it will be really nice since it's an outdoor venue. Well it should be for almost $50 a ticket. But it will be worth it, so no complaints. :) When I got there around 9am there were only a couple people there and the rest were for wrestling tickets haha. I was the 4th person in line out of 7 (if you count the people who were together). If anyone's interested in going, it's July 10th at the Clark County Amphitheater in Ridgefield, Washington (get tickets). I still have to find someone to drag along with me but that shouldn't be too hard.

Hmm..I don't have much else to say. I haven't really done a lot this weekend except pick up a million jop applications and buy the tickets. Thanks to Xinhui, Aimee and Mez for commenting. I have an old rock song stuck in my head, "So here I go again on my own. I'm going down the only road I've ever known..."

This year has gone by extremely fast....only a month and two weeks left of school. Woot! This week has been so good. I've felt so relaxed and comfortable around everyone. I can act like myself and not feel constricted. It's such a great feeling. I'm actually enjoying school a little bit more. And the weather is getting really nice. Ahhh...summer. I tried to get a tan the other day. Errh, that didn't quite work. I think I'm permately white. But there's nothing wrong with a great layer of white skin lol. :) John Mayer tickets go on sale Saturday at 10 AM. I hope I'm the first person there and get good seats. Oh second thought, it might be general admission haha. Either way I'm gonna get good seats, damn right. I have to find somebody to come with me too. Speaking of John Mayer, there is this guy at my school who looks like him only hotter. I see him around all the time. I really should start talking to this guy, I'd be for my own good lol. Thanks to all the awesome people who signed the guestbook and commented. :)