New layout! :D I enhanced the image above by fooling around with the hues. Personally I think it turned out awesome. I'd like to thank Sez and Mez for sending me Easter greetings. Yes I know, I'm a little late on my thank you but I just checked my email.

I'm getting so annoyed and disgusted with some things that are going on. I hate how Katie constantly ingnores me. She purposely says away from me and avoids eye contact. The other day I walked right by her and decided not to say anything to see what she would do...and she didn't even do anything. I knew she saw me because I almost walked right into her. Then in the library yesterday, I was sitting with some of my friends and she was sitting with some of hers but did she say anything? No. And I saw her glancing over at me too. What a bitch. You DON'T treat people like that. There is no reason why she should be doing this because I have not done anything. She is just becoming a stuck up bitch who thinks she is better than everyone else. So I decided to give her a taste of her own medicine and ingnore her. But it's not like she'd notice anyway. And it is like she uses me only to tell me what has been going on between her and Garrett. She has changed so much. Everyone has noticed it...even my mom lol! I'm glad that we are falling apart as friends because I don't need her crappy friendship or her crappy personality. So ha. She also did this to one of my other friends a few years ago, so it's not like it's something new.

This week has gone by so fast. It seems like it is only Wednesday. My mom and I went to Bath and Body works today and we got such a good deal. Everything we got would've cost $46 but we got it for $26. Yeah that's what I'm talkin about! I've called a handfull of places so far about "summer job opportunites" and most of them are saying, "Well...you can pick up a job application." Ok THAT gives me a lot of information..not! So I guess I'll just have to fill out a million applications and get turned down a million times lol. You guys should give me tips on where to work because I can't think. Mandy was talking about homemade brownies, and I want some.

THANK YOU to everyone who commented and signed the guestbook, smooches! On second thought...hugs lol. I really have nothing else to say. New layout this weekend. And I feel a rant coming on...but that is all for next time folks. ;)

Earth to God! I need some information on you. Once again I come online to work on homework and end up doing something totally unrelated to school work. How hard it is to find out info about God? Obviouslly it is very difficult, for me at least. I found a some page saying, "Hi, I'm God. How are you? Get out of my way!" Some people are weird and have too much time on their hands (like myself). I was walking to class today and some girl tripped and fell and started yelling, "Ahhh! My bad knee! By bad knee!" She made quite a seen. Yes, that was my exciting day. I think I'm getting sick too...oh joy! Since I'm bored, here is my Cyborg name:



I'm limited to yardwork? *smacks self* I can invision my future now....stooped over plucking the dead flower off the pansies and rhodies. Anyway, thank you Tricia for being the first person to sign the ever lonely guestbook. Much appreciated!

Yesterday's wisdom teeth extraction was quite an experience compared to last time. They novacaned the roof of my mouth and it hurt like a bitch! It's way worse than on the gums. So I am sitting in the chair while they're doing the precedure and I'm getting very hot wearing a shirt, a zip-up hoodie and this blue cotton paper they put all over me. After it is done I feel really weird and as I'm walking to the scheduling area to schedule my post-surgery appointment, things start to get really fuzzy and gradually darker. I run into the drinking fountain and then the wall because I am barely see anything since I'm on the verge of fainting. They sit my in a chair and in a few minites I'm back to normal. It was so scary because I've never (almost) passed out before lol. But there is one good thing--my cheeks are hardly even swollen! WOOHOO! I'm not chimpmunk cheeks this time. I want some soup right now.

I found the perfect picture for a new layout. I enhanced and fooled with the colors a little bit. It should be up in the next couple of weeks or so. Oh and go visit my good online buddies Laura and Miranda's new Rooney domain, Mastedonia.com. It rocks so you should go visit it...now! Thanks Sez, Mez and Wingyee for commenting. You guys rock too. :)

I've been eating so much chocolate lately. It's really bad for me but it's soo good that I can't resist! I get my top wisdom teeth out this Friday. I'm not looking forward to this again--the popping of the skin for the novacane that had a bigger needle then the ones used for cavitiy fillings; the pain of the needle in my gums; the drilling; the crack of the tooth; the gauze that I have to change every two seconds; the swelling/chimpmunk cheeks; the brusing. Oh god I'm glad this is the last time I'll ever have to get this done!

My life is so weird. I just go through it in a daze especially at school. My life has been changing so much, well not me but my friends actually. I have nobody who I can confide in and trust. If I had anybody like that so many things wouldn't be buzzing around in my screwy mind. I need to spill my guts to a good friend to make my mind, body and soul free the crap spinning around in my head. I used to have a few close friends who I really thought were the greatest. But they changed, became snobby and untrustworthy and generaly people who I didn't want to be around. There are some people who I know I could trust but don't see very often so I can't get close to them. I know I can change it and I will. But it is easter said than done. Hugs to Cheryl, Sez and Mez.

Last night's dance was so fun. It was the best dance this year, by far. I'm not sure what made it so fun, but I was just able to let loose and enjoy myself. Three other of my friends like Anthony now. It's weird because we all have this mutual liking for him. I don't like him enough to do anything about though. For me it's hard to be friends with a guy and not like him just a little bit. Ah oh well, it is just Anthony. Tiff and I just saw "Anger Management" and it was so funny! A little weird though. Adam Sandler is cute in a dorky way but I like dorky guys. :) "You're gonna have to retard your anger a little bit." haha That was a great line!

I figured out that if my friend Katie doesn't get any nicer and stops walking around with her nose up then I am going to give her a piece of my mind. And god damnit I am going to tell it like it is lol. I dunno where our friendship will go after that but I just can't handle her snotty, two-faced personality anymore. Ever since she started hanging out with the stupid popular people she thinks she is better than everyone else. Screw that! I'll have a talk with her and see if I can set her mind straight again.

I finally got all of the contents up yesterday. So I guess I am officially open (be afriad, be very afraid)! Ah I have been hurting myself lately. I have 3+ bruises on one leg and probably more are forming right now. haha I've been so clutzy the past few days. I also am having proubles typing/thinking today. And I have a pimple in my ear. I hate those. I just hate my skin. It is so oily and never fails to stop producing oil. Tomorrow is the last day of Photography. :( I am going to miss that class, but I'll have a good class replacing that. I'm re-designing the school's art department webpage.

So wow, they think Saddam is possibly dead. I have a hard time believing them because that is what they said last time. Baghdad has basically fallen, "Saddam Hussein loses control of the Iraqi capital, as looting breaks out amid scenes of jubilation at the US takeover," (source). I still have my doubts, or maybe they are worries. Who knows, they might take out their nukes and bomb the hell out of us. My mind is still open to all possibilites, never shall you block out the zen. *hummm...hummm..* haha Yeah I dunno what that was about but that's ok! Soon all this war crap will be over and the Iraqi people will live without fear. Merci to Mez, Lillian, Sez and Alicia for commenting. We were watching a video is history about Israel and Palestine and the US has commercialized so much around the world (unfortunately) that Israel even has a "Subway", the sandwhich place. Hmm just something to think about.

I just cleaned by bathtub. One word: DISGUSTING. There was so much hair down the drain...oh god, ew. I had to take all of it out. The globs of hair were all smlimy with shampoo, conditioner and water scum, ranging from grey, white to black. That is just wrong! The massive amount of hair was plugging the drain pretty bad and eventhough I got a lot out and it's still clogged. Maybe Mr."Roter Rooter" will have to make a visit to my bathtub lol. My mom wants me to take a "self defense" class. Umm...no. It would be different if she wasn't make me do it haha. It would probably would be fun and a good work out but I dunno. Thanks Lillian (hopefully you can find a jm lover soon) and Mez (of course I won't forget you when I get rich ;D) for commenting. I'm off to do homework (oh joy)...

"This feeling that you're feeling/That's something I know." The joys of singing Hanson songs. My poor mom, she has to hear me sing. Oh god I think the window just broke. Or was that a mirror? Ahh ten years of bad luck lies a head of me! John Mayer is coming to Oregon on July 10th, or Washington actually. The venue is in Washington but it says Portland, Oregon on the tour schedule. Oh well it's only 20 minutes from Portland so, whateva *holds up "w" with fingers*. I'm feeling so weird today. Now I'm listening to Hanson Christmas songs. The thing is on random so I never know what to expect. For some reason Anthony was throwing a tin foil ball at my boobs during lunch...that horny little man lol. He is just fun to flirt with but that is it and nothing beyond that point. I'm bored. I'm still job searching and found that I had to lower my standards a little bit. That is ok though, since it is only a summer job for money and experience for future, better jobs. For a career I'd really like to do someting with music, like behind the scenes. I'm not sure what though. I should start exploring that. And then maybe one day I could have my own record label (Sure About It Records), become rich and take over the world! ha I wish. Or maybe I could own a small botique inside a trendy big city neighborhood, with clothes and accessories, candles and other things nifty things. I could call it The Peeling Orange (I think I'll copyright that name hehe). OR I could have both the record label and botique. I'd feel on top of the world.

Today was a good day full of laughs and good times. Those kind of days are good for the soul. ;) Anthony and I had a good time being stupid and making retarded sayings out of letters from words. Like "new" is "new everything's wet" haha Yeah. That is what we do with our time. I'm really bored. And I'm sweating. lol That reminds me, I almost forgot to put deoderant on this morning. That would have been so horrible. I would have felt sorry for all the people I crossed paths with.

I wish there was some other way to check to see if people commented then going to my site for every single new entry. That's why I liked Greymatter. Oh well I think I'll survive. Kudos to Sez and Mez for commenting.